he doesn’t like being in a rush ………………………

and he forbids me to show off ……………………… maybe it is a test from him ……………………… to test the limit of my patience ……………………… they said that you don’t like everything in a hurry ……………………… I should not rush you ……………………… I should let everything flows in its own time ……………………… and maybe this is my punishment ……………………… in my head I have a plan ……………………… to show off before them ……………………… I will fill out the online form first ……………………… I will finish it first ……………………… I will go to the office first ……………………… I will have my document first ……………………… then I will tell in group ……………………… that is cocky ……………………… and it is my punishment ………………………