this is exhausting………………………

waiting and doing nothing……………………… want to be productive all the time……………………… I don’t feel good……………………… something wrong……………………… I am afraid that I will be sick……………………… and then……………………… thinking bout that……………………… they exclude me……………………… in the name of lord……………………… it is okay……………………… that part is not my fortune……………………… god did this……………………… god puts me here……………………… coz this is my part……………………… my fortune……………………… the one that he blesses ………………………