there is a new enlightenment ...

................................ maybe he makes me for this kind of thingy........................ helping mrb........................ assisting mrj........................ but lord........................ i want to be exist too........................ let it be........................ i will be exist before you........................ i hope i can be sincere about all of this........................ all this negative thoughts and feelings........................ all come to me........................ attacking me........................ from all sides........................ front and back........................ up and down........................ i feel like being used........................ i hope it is not like that........................