i should

 

i should

pay my own study

since i get the lecturer fund

or maybe after i finished my course in malang city

or maybe after i finished my course in canada

a lot of what if

and it makes my head hurts a lot

i am in pain

lets just all be all

everything has its own time

and including this

maybe then is not the right time

maybe this is the right time

i should make it clear

dear you

please give me a sign

any sign

i am afraid