stupid

 

you send them those kind of things

and it affects me

it hits my heart dearly

making me confused

i lost everything

feel like that

all the lights shines me before

its all gone

blown by the whispering wind

that carry the news of the unfortunate events

that destroy all hope and dream

of good people

and beyond

including me

making me wonder

whether i deserved this

i know i had many sins

i know i am stupid

but still

it is free to dream high