suddenly bad news

 

suddenly bad news

dear lord

i cant do things for them

just pray that they will be fine

and if you allow me

i want to pray for me too

i domt want this news put me down

i want to be ok to do my study

i want to finish my study smoothly

i dont want them to distract me

sometimes my head goes crazy

that all of this is only make up story

in reality she just isnt that

she just want to get attention

she just it

that is disgusting

but in your book you say that

in her age it is time she becomes kid again

need attention

need affection

make a lot of noise

make a lot of voice

but the pain still exist

remembering all the bad things she done to me

and it still hurts

a lot

i just hope i can let it go

i hope i have the ability to let it go

but not now

i dont know when

you know when

now i put her in your hand

you should take care of her