once you destroy me…………………………………..

I destroy you severely………………………………….. I am full of grudge………………………………….. I know this is bad for me………………………………….. it eats me inside………………………………….. but I cant help it………………………………….. if people do bad to me………………………………….. I get angry………………………………….. I want to avenge myself………………………………….. I want to get revenge………………………………….. I must do bad to them………………………………….. that is not good………………………………….. I should pray for them………………………………….. though it is difficult………………………………….. I must do it …………………………………..