they give me hope again...........................

make me fly again........................... in the cloud of hope........................... i feel being played........................... but i hope i dont........................... i hope this is just my feeling........................... i hope this is not real........................... i wish they do have the ability to take care of me........................... and i hope their efforts are successful........................... i get the dead end........................... i dont know what to do........................... i surrender completely........................... i can only pray........................... i hope he hears me........................... i hope he accepts it........................... i hope he grants this........................... and she comes........................... and i cant do a thing........................... her thing is more powerful than mine........................... i am defeated........................... physically and mentally ...........................