something hits me..............................

i did have a plan.............................. to have a borading house business.............................. comcortable living after not working.............................. no more salary from work.............................. but get income from it.............................. then they talk about debt.............................. i got hit.............................. my debt now is a lot.............................. all my plan is ruined.............................. my debt is piling up.............................. in the cc.............................. in aunt.............................. in office1.............................. in office2.............................. i think i cant have plan nomore.............................. i cant have debt nomorw.............................. i cant rely on something doesnt exist yet.............................. something that is not certain yet.............................. that is satanic whisper.............................. that is satanic promise ..............................