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it always kills me.......................................... it happens many times.......................................... i always get confused.......................................... if i lost myslef in my own train of thought.......................................... i thought there is no bad people in that land.......................................... but i was so wrong lord.......................................... yesterday he told story of that kind.......................................... a lot of beggar and pickpockets.......................................... many cab drivers that take the women.......................................... and others.......................................... i am sure there are more that he doesnt tell.......................................... at first i want to stay there.......................................... coz i think there is no bad people there.......................................... but it turns out the same as everywhere else.......................................... making me confused where should i stay.......................................... what place should i mention in my pray.......................................... lord give me a clue ..................................................