my heart stubbornly does on it own............................

choosing who it loves............................ it stupidly acts on its own............................ falling for that person........................................................ lovng the one i hate............................ recklessly being absorbed into his aura............................ my head can think rationally........................................................ my brain can judge clearly............................ but this stupid heart............................ i cannt handle this............................ i dont have the energy to control it............................ it is the one who overpowers me............................ i am completely iddiot............................ just wait and see............................ hoping for the best............................ wishing it doesnt do more damage............................ it has been broken so many times............................ the pain is excrutiating ....................................