the award is not for me…………………………………………

it is for the workplace………………………………………… it is for the children………………………………………… it is for this land………………………………………… being rejected is suck………………………………………… it hurts a lot………………………………………… it hurts like hell………………………………………… the pain is excruciating in the beginning………………………………………… now try to be patient………………………………………… calming myself………………………………………… looking for the positives behind all this………………………………………… hoping he show the reason………………………………………… as now I have a lot of negatives ………………………………………… I hope what I think is wrong………………………………………… I hope they are nice to me………………………………………… I hope they don’t have bad intention for me …………………………………………