I used to think that...............................

When she died............................... I will come undone............................... I will break into pieces............................... But nothing happens............................... I am numb............................... My heart is frozen............................... I cant feel anything............................... Maybe it is self defense............................... Maybe someday i will really be broken............................... Dont know yet............................... But that thought is scary............................... And it is likely happening...............................