if I prepare it, I don’t meet them………………………………………………

if I don’t prepare it, I meet them……………………………………………… making me annoyed……………………………………………… but I cant be irritated……………………………………………… maybe there is reason why it happens……………………………………………… though I don’t know what it is……………………………………………… though I don’t know it yet……………………………………………… keep positive thinking……………………………………………… maybe someday I will now the reason……………………………………………… maybe someday he will tell me the reason……………………………………………… accepting it all with big heart……………………………………………… keeping smile to all……………………………………………… keeping love him ………………………………………………