ini rasanya tak disukai?

terlalu pede? but how about positive thinking? many times i ask him. many times i am rejected. i am to stupid to realize he repels me. i am too cocky to believe everybody loves me. now i should realize that not everybody want to do it with me. that not everybody have sex orientation. do i have to believe that i am ugly? i dont want to believe that. do i have to realize that i am not loved? how about the positive thinking? they say people with positive thinking will spread pisitive energy to his surrounding. thus everything happen will be positive. thus i will stay to be positive that everybody lovs me and wants me. i will spread this thought. thus everything will come true.