Monday, January 18, 2016
Guilt
A lot of guilt
Sorry lord
Sorry lady
But i think the devil in me have no regret
I keep continuously doing it again and again
Everytime there is a chance
Everytime the devil seduces me
I fail
I surrender
I lose
God help me
Weird
Today is a weird day
There are many inspiration
I just write it down
And write again
And write more
But dont do what i have to do
Coz i fear all the consequences
It used to be not this hard
But now i fear of losing
Coz there is more to it
I will do it
I tell myself that
I will do it
I force myself that
I will
Period
Just do it no matter what
Accept it when you lose
Accept it when you win
Amazing
Amazing is when you accept all the thing you have
You can be true to yourself
But sometimes the environment does not allow you to do so
Thus you pretend to be something else
You survive
But you suffer inside
But you are still amazing
Coz god is always with you
No matter what
What he creates is amazing
All of it
Always had and always will
Marvellous
Brave
Brave to do what is right
Brave to reject what is wrong
Brave to correct what is false
Brave to have what you deserve
But i think i dont have bravery back then... in the past... in everything
But now i force myself to be brave in everything
Brave to apply sholarship
Brave to accept rejection
Brave to do it all over again
Brave to try and never give up
Brave to love god
Brave to be loved by god
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