film butch factor

film butch factor


film dokumenter ttg para gay yg berusaha mempertahankan maskulinitas mereka

mp: do i have to do that too?

film be mine

film be mine


mayson ke perpustakaan bersama sahabatnya robyn. dia naksir seorg pemuda, reiley. robyn menyuruhnya utk mengajak kencan namun mayson malu. kmd mrk bertemu lg dg reiley di bakery. mrk rebutan sb kue. reiley mengaku kuenya utk neneknya namun dia ketahuan kuenya dmakan sendiri membuat mayson marah. mlm nya ketemu lagi d pesta eric. reiley mengajari mayson mabuk ganja. mayson mabuk berat krn ganja dan alkohol. reiley merawatnya semalaman. paginya mayson tdk ingat apa yg tjd. robyn menceritakan ttg reiley. mrk k cafe tempat reiley kerja. mayson mengajaknya kencan sbg rasa terima kasih. mrk diner d restoran. dan reiley mengajaknya k sb gedung yg mempunyai pandangan indah k kota dan langit malam. mrk menjalin hub sejak itu

mp: when will my turn get this kind of thing?

film friends season 1

film friends season 1

persahabatan 6 org.
phoebe yg mempunyai otak lola dan berprofesi sbg tukang pijat.
chandler yg bekerja sbg analisis.
monica yg seorg koki.
rachel yg mrp anak konglomerat namun hrs mulai hidup mandiri dan kerja sbg pelayan.
joey mrp aktor pengangguran dan jg seorg playboy.
ross yg ditinggal istrinya dan hidup bersama pacar lesbinya

mp: i wish i had this kind of friendship

minggu 31 10 10

minggu 31 10 10

pg k scc
thx u lord

siang k bengkel penuh
help me lord

sore nopex surya opan k kos
diner brg
thx u lord

mlm jemput adi d alfamart
adi nginep kos
thx u lord

sabtu 30 10 10

sabtu 30 10 10

pg k boja nyampe sore
thx bu lord

mlm k warnet
thx u lord

dewa maen k kos
thx u lord

jumat 29 10 10

jumat 29 10 10

pg k udinus hotspotan n ngajar n jumatan
thx u lord

siang k elis
maksi brg d bebek hate airlangga
thx u lord

sore k ikip
ngajar solat ngajar solat
thx u lord


mlm k alfa
k atm
thx u lord

scc

thx u lord....hari ni aku bisa maen d scc...kau memberiku waktu luang...kau membuat scc lancar......i love u lord...and i know u will always love me......

no students

dua kelas kujalani dg sedikit murid,,,,,di satu sisi aku seneng krn ga harus menghandle byk murid....di sisi lain aku sedih krn hal itu menunjukkan bahwa aku guru yg gagal...murid2 tdk menyukaiku...hiks....help me lord....td terpikir bahwa ini semua adl hukuman dr yg d atas utk semua kesalahan yg tlh ku perbuat.....aku harap dg menyadari bahwa ini adl hukuman maka aku akan menjalaninya dg bahagia.......

me as imam

kmrn diriku aneh sekali........ga mau jadi imam......malah diam ga wudu...ngumpet d kamar mandi...whats wrong?......i hate myself.....lord help me pls...

me as teacher

when i teach at xlasses, there is only a few students come. the positive is that i dont need to handle bad students. the negative is i feel as a bad teacher coz a lot of students dont like me.

when i teach at lab, sometimes no students comes. the positive is that i can do what i want. the negative is i dont get their love

when i teach at lab, the students dont pay attention to me. the negative is i feel very stupid in front of them. the positive is nothing.

when i teach extra hours, there is only a few students come. the positive is i dont have to handle naughty students. the negative is i feel as a bad teacher.

i feel i am not good in teaching. i can not get respect from my students. how should i do? i can not angry in front of them. if i get angry, i just keep silent. i just need their love. that is all...lord help me pls

kesiangan

td mlm aku tdr gasik berharap aku terbangun d tengah malam ato terbangun pagi sekali....nyatanya bangun kesiangan....help me lord.....hari pertama ngajar listening aku semangat...hari kedua aku bolos...hari ketiga dan keempat aku bolos setengah.......i hope i can make it through this year around......

foreign job

after reaDING cosmo, i daydream a lot...there is an articel showing about how to get jobs in a foreign country....i dream that i follow the instruction and register in the web they mention, and got accepted, and say goodbye to all my friends, my familes here and being cocky....leaving all the bad behind...then i start a new life outside indonesia...what a wonderful dream..wish the lord hear my pray.....

absen ilang

kmrn absennya hilang......kutinggal solat malah nggelap....mahasiswa kok ga tanggung jawab....smg minggu dpn absennya muncul kembali...amin......

pestanya elis

narsis

narsis