vthe beast is everywhere……………………………………………………………………………

the monster is insode you…………………………………………………………………………… the evil always win…………………………………………………………………………… it is always like that…………………………………………………………………………… in the end…………………………………………………………………………… the world will ruin into pieces…………………………………………………………………………… will be a lot of trash…………………………………………………………………………… no more human…………………………………………………………………………… nice people are gone…………………………………………………………………………… only satanic heads control the earth……………………………………………………………………………

see a lot of meeting……………………………………………………………………………

before I desperately want to join…………………………………………………………………………… now I feel nothing…………………………………………………………………………… thx lord…………………………………………………………………………… now I want only love…………………………………………………………………………… how to have it…………………………………………………………………………… I don’t know…………………………………………………………………………… hope he help…………………………………………………………………………… show me the way …………………………………………………………………………… lead me the way……………………………………………………………………………

I try to find love in those places……………………………………………………………………………

but I find nothing…………………………………………………………………………… the ones join that thing is the ones that search fun only…………………………………………………………………………… and apparently at home they have the one they love already…………………………………………………………………………… holy ef…………………………………………………………………………… it hurts…………………………………………………………………………… I want love too…………………………………………………………………………… how do I finf one…………………………………………………………………………… lord…………………………………………………………………………… show me the way…………………………………………………………………………… send me one…………………………………………………………………………… please……………………………………………………………………………

mrs……………………………………………

he is very nice…………………………………………… I did ask for help…………………………………………… and he did help…………………………………………… wish hi the best…………………………………………… good in health…………………………………………… good in career…………………………………………… good in family life…………………………………………… good in social life…………………………………………… good in everything…………………………………………… he deserves it…………………………………………… nice people should have that…………………………………………… it will make the world better…………………………………………… so much better…………………………………………… not bad at all ……………………………………………

why did you text me……………………………………………………

I didn’t know that I still love you…………………………………………………… now I know…………………………………………………… I hate myself for that…………………………………………………… I did love you long time ago…………………………………………………… I did everything I could for you…………………………………………………… but you just only want money…………………………………………………… you said yourself…………………………………………………… you tried to love me…………………………………………………… but you cant…………………………………………………… you failed to do that…………………………………………………… now I try to build myself…………………………………………………… collecting the pieces of my heart…………………………………………………… mending the broken parts…………………………………………………… but you come again…………………………………………………… and break it all over again…………………………………………………… damn ……………………………………………………

secretly having a partner……………………………………………………

and building a business together…………………………………………………… I want that too…………………………………………………… grant my wish lord…………………………………………………… that is my dream…………………………………………………… having a business…………………………………………………… having a partner…………………………………………………… living together…………………………………………………… peacefully…………………………………………………… till the end…………………………………………………… having a child…………………………………………………… adopting a child…………………………………………………… raising a child…………………………………………………… in your way…………………………………………………… in your blessing…………………………………………………… that would be nice…………………………………………………… great…………………………………………………… amazing…………………………………………………… wonderful…………………………………………………… fabulous ……………………………………………………

I did text her……………………………………………………

but she said I am not…………………………………………………… I got the blame…………………………………………………… take it…………………………………………………… I get used to be blamed…………………………………………………… take it easily…………………………………………………… then going away…………………………………………………… running away…………………………………………………… being alone…………………………………………………… closing everything…………………………………………………… building fences around…………………………………………………… no contacting the world…………………………………………………… the world is cruel…………………………………………………… very druel…………………………………………………… they have no manner…………………………………………………… always giving me pain ……………………………………………………

mrr……………………………………………………

contacted him…………………………………………………… asking for help…………………………………………………… he did help…………………………………………………… being grateful…………………………………………………… thx u very much…………………………………………………… pray for him…………………………………………………… wish he has a long life…………………………………………………… may he always be healthy…………………………………………………… may he succeed in his carreer…………………………………………………… may god always bless him…………………………………………………… and may we have project together…………………………………………………… that would be great…………………………………………………… may he grant this wish ……………………………………………………

I don’t eat for a while……………………………………………………

I am groggy…………………………………………………… my body is shaking…………………………………………………… cold sweat…………………………………………………… now I am full…………………………………………………… hiksss…………………………………………………… lord…………………………………………………… I am lost in my heart…………………………………………………… in my office I don’t feel like it…………………………………………………… don’t know what to do…………………………………………………… feel weak…………………………………………………… tired…………………………………………………… sleepy…………………………………………………… the mood is gone…………………………………………………… really want to go there…………………………………………………… join them…………………………………………………… lord ……………………………………………………

I lost in the train of thought……………………………………………………

making me stressed…………………………………………………… it is burdening my brain…………………………………………………… lord…………………………………………………… help me please…………………………………………………… make me remember…………………………………………………… hence…………………………………………………… I will not confused…………………………………………………… and I will be happy…………………………………………………… and I can do my work…………………………………………………… smoothly…………………………………………………… without any distraction…………………………………………………… and I will be grateful…………………………………………………… to you…………………………………………………… completely ……………………………………………………