Tuesday, May 10, 2016
Letter to god
First is stress of moving... very stress... want a way out...
Then stressed of being rejected
Then i think that this is god’s way to give me solution
Then they confiscated the letter of family and the letter of marriage
I thought they will process my divorce
Then i receive the letter from her
In some way i feel relieve
I feel free
I want her to be happy
But i cannot make her happy
I realize that
But my fam dont know at all
They are very stupid
Poitif: bodo, notmoving, s3
First i thought about taking her to my home town
Now i plan to be alone in the mountain
First i am really stressed about moving there
Coz it makes me very afraid
If i move there i must resign
I dont have a job there
I should manage business for my inlaw
I feel inferior
I feel like a slave
I am scared of that
First i want to have my postgrad
Now i feel it is very difficult to make a proposal
I feel something blocking my mind
I accuse inlaw
But that is not true
The truth is i am lazy
Now i should force myself to finish everything
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