That day……………………………………..

The number is done…………………………………….. The paper is done…………………………………….. Thx lord…………………………………….. So this is it…………………………………….. Maybe it all happen as I think positively…………………………………….. Hence the paper…………………………………….. Hence the number…………………………………….. Then I go to workshop…………………………………….. Put the plate on…………………………………….. Stupid me…………………………………….. I didn’t bring the tool…………………………………….. Being very crazy…………………………………….. Being in total idiot…………………………………….. Being an utter insane…………………………………….. I should bring them…………………………………….. Now I force myself to be positive…………………………………….. Thinking that they can fix all…………………………………….. They can do all…………………………………….. Then I will pay for it…………………………………….. In the name of lord…………………………………….. It did happen…………………………………….. If he allows…………………………………….. He did make it happen…………………………………….. He is the greatest…………………………………….. He will make miracle…………………………………….. I am in so much happy right now…………………………………….. I will love him till the end …………………………………………..

Mrd………………………………………………..

It turns out like this……………………………………………….. I hope you get my intention……………………………………………….. I hope you notice it……………………………………………….. I hope you record it……………………………………………….. At first……………………………………………….. I get very angry……………………………………………….. But then again……………………………………………….. He makes all of this……………………………………………….. Including this kind of story……………………………………………….. There must be something behind all this……………………………………………….. In the name of lord……………………………………………….. Pray for him……………………………………………….. If he allows……………………………………………….. He will be fine……………………………………………….. He is the greatest……………………………………………….. He will make miracles……………………………………………….. He will make him fine……………………………………………….. He will make his future fine……………………………………………….. The intention is……………………………………………….. I pay his tuition……………………………………………….. He get his degree……………………………………………….. He gets a better job……………………………………………….. He gets a better salary……………………………………………….. He gets a better life……………………………………………….. He can help his parents……………………………………………….. And all others ………………………………………………..

The book is not yet………………………………………………..

Yesterday is error……………………………………………….. Now is error……………………………………………….. Now I must be positive……………………………………………….. I will go there with positive thinking………………………………………………..……………………………………………….. If I get it……………………………………………….. I will be grateful……………………………………………….. If I don’t get it……………………………………………….. It is ok……………………………………………….. In the name of lord……………………………………………….. It was very fine……………………………………………….. If he allows……………………………………………….. He will make all like this……………………………………………….. Always positive……………………………………………….. He is the greatest……………………………………………….. He will make miracles……………………………………………….. He will make me positive……………………………………………….. He will make around me positive……………………………………………….. He will make all positive ………………………………………………..

I will enjoy my pain for awhile………………………………………………..

As reminder that I am still human……………………………………………….. That I can be hurt……………………………………………….. I want to bathe me with my tears……………………………………………….. In the name of lord……………………………………………….. I hope he is beside me always……………………………………………….. If he allows……………………………………………….. He will make me survive all of these hurdles……………………………………………….. He is the greatest……………………………………………….. He will make miracles……………………………………………….. He will make me fine……………………………………………….. He will make my heart fine……………………………………………….. He will make my soul fine ………………………………………………..

You are good in folding tongue…………………………………………………………………..

You are good in playing heart………………………………………………………………….. Or am I the stupid one………………………………………………………………….. I dream too much………………………………………………………………….. To find the happiness that is only vague………………………………………………………………….. I am too naïf to believe you………………………………………………………………….. I have good thoughts about you………………………………………………………………….. Is all that fake………………………………………………………………….. I think I know the answer………………………………………………………………….. But then again………………………………………………………………….. I think I don’t want to believe what the answer is………………………………………………………………….. Let all be like this………………………………………………………………….. I will enjoy this heartache………………………………………………………………….. I will not regret this broken heart………………………………………………………………….. I will be strong………………………………………………………………….. I will rise up high………………………………………………………………….. I will wake up from all your lies………………………………………………………………….. Your tricks………………………………………………………………….. Your deceits………………………………………………………………….. I will walk with my head help up high………………………………………………………………….. In the name of lord………………………………………………………………….. He will help me in all this………………………………………………………………….. If he allows………………………………………………………………….. He will accompany me in my sorrow………………………………………………………………….. He is the greatest………………………………………………………………….. He will make miracles………………………………………………………………….. He will cure me………………………………………………………………….. I will be cured …………………………………………………………………..

My stall…………………………….

I hope you help me in this business……………………………. I hope you make it run well……………………………. I hope you make it run smoothly……………………………. In the name of lord……………………………. I hope you bless my effort……………………………. If he allows……………………………. he will make all my stuff sold out everyday……………………………. he is the greatest……………………………. he will make miracles……………………………. he will make my business good……………………………. he will make my stall god……………………………. he will make my staff good……………………………. he will make me good …………………………….

Mrsy and mrsa…………………………….

Both of them give negative responses……………………………. Lord……………………………. Make me strong……………………………. I must keep being strong……………………………. I must keep being positive……………………………. I must keep trying hard……………………………. I must keep praying hard……………………………. I don’t want to let this go……………………………. I will chase it all the way to the end……………………………. With your help……………………………. With your bless……………………………. The others are not certain yet……………………………. This one gives sign of certainty……………………………. In the name of lord……………………………. I hope he help me in my chasing……………………………. If he allows……………………………. He will bless all my efforts……………………………. He is the greatest……………………………. He will make miracles……………………………. He will give me this……………………………. He will make me pass the selection……………………………. He will make me happy …………………………….

The free is overdue…………………………….

I cant use one of them……………………………. Let it be……………………………. He makes it this way……………………………. In the name of lord……………………………. I don’t know what the meaning now……………………………. If he allows……………………………. He will show me the meaning of all this……………………………. He is the greatest……………………………. He will make miracles……………………………. He will make my motor ok……………………………. He will make me ok……………………………. He will make everything ok ……………………………….

Thinking about that man……………………………………………….

Is he really get the wrong address………………………………………………. Or is he just pretending to have so………………………………………………. Is he having a bad intention………………………………………………. My head stuck on him………………………………………………. I don’t know what to do………………………………………………. Lord………………………………………………. I surrender to you………………………………………………. I give all of this to you………………………………………………. In the name of lord………………………………………………. May you protect me from bad people………………………………………………. If you allow………………………………………………. You will put away all bad people………………………………………………. You are the greatest………………………………………………. You will make miracles………………………………………………. You will make me safe………………………………………………. You will kill all bad people ……………………………………………….

If my fam is bad for me……………………………………………….

Let me stay away from them………………………………………………. I will love them from afar………………………………………………. I will pray for them from afar………………………………………………. I will care fro them from afar………………………………………………. Remembering that sentence………………………………………………. From ma………………………………………………. She tried to trap me………………………………………………. Make me stay………………………………………………. Her pray is a cage for me………………………………………………. That is why now I pray so hard………………………………………………. Really hard………………………………………………. Harder and harder………………………………………………. To brake the cage………………………………………………. To make a crack………………………………………………. To make an opening………………………………………………. So I can fly away………………………………………………. Lord………………………………………………. Please allow me to fly………………………………………………. With your power………………………………………………. Please break this cage………………………………………………. This is torturing lord………………………………………………. I want to be free………………………………………………. I want to be happy………………………………………………. With you ………………………………………………….

23 jan 20 kamis……………………………………………………………..

Kampus…………………………………………………………….. Pul…………………………………………………………….. \lapak ngantar uang…………………………………………………………….. Pul…………………………………………………………….. Permak…………………………………………………………….. Pul…………………………………………………………….. Took susu…………………………………………………………….. Took plastic…………………………………………………………….. Lapak…………………………………………………………….. Allahuakbar……………………………………………………………..

22 jan 20 rabu……………………………………………………………..

Kampus…………………………………………………………….. Jemput bowo…………………………………………………………….. Rodalink…………………………………………………………….. Istana mi…………………………………………………………….. Pul…………………………………………………………….. Klinik…………………………………………………………….. Apotek…………………………………………………………….. Allahuakbar……………………………………………………………..

21 jan 20 selasa……………………………………………………………..

Ped…………………………………………………………….. Nitip uang utk dian…………………………………………………………….. Kampus…………………………………………………………….. Njuri…………………………………………………………….. Allahuakbar……………………………………………………………..

20 jan 20 senen……………………………………………………………..

Wrg…………………………………………………………….. Kampus…………………………………………………………….. Pul…………………………………………………………….. Ped net…………………………………………………………….. Wawancara…………………………………………………………….. What…………………………………………………………….. Pul…………………………………………………………….. Bengkel…………………………………………………………….. Allahuakbar……………………………………………………………..

19 jan 20 minggu……………………………………………………………..

Ped…………………………………………………………….. Belanja w dian…………………………………………………………….. Ped…………………………………………………………….. Allahuakbar……………………………………………………………..

18 jan 20 sabtu……………………………………………………………..

Pamela…………………………………………………………….. Pul…………………………………………………………….. Kampus…………………………………………………………….. Motor ambil buku…………………………………………………………….. Citra beli earphone…………………………………………………………….. Pul…………………………………………………………….. Pijet…………………………………………………………….. Allahuakbar……………………………………………………………..

17 jan 20 jumat ……………………………………………

Kampus…………………………………………………………….. Simpanglima…………………………………………………………….. Meet bowo…………………………………………………………….. Pizza hut…………………………………………………………….. Pul…………………………………………………………….. Hans kopi…………………………………………………………….. Meet kristof baskoro agil…………………………………………………………….. Hotel – ngantar kristof…………………………………………………………….. Ngajak kristof muter2…………………………………………………………….. Kotalama…………………………………………………………….. Simpanglima…………………………………………………………….. Hotel…………………………………………………………….. Allahuakbar……………………………………………………………..