The discussion of heavy stuff.................

Divide them................. At that age................. Scary................. And i come back to you................. Asking................. Why do you do that................. Looking for booster................. Those pictures................. That kind of story................. The one that always................. On my dream................. Day and night................. Cant get rid of it................. Hope it is you................. Believe that it is you................. You are everything................. Including this.................

And the feeling of good.................

Being looked at................. Feel wonderful................. And realizing the pile of work................. Waiting for you tomorrow................. Put you down................. And you search for strength................. Prevent you from being flatted................. To the ground................. You must be strong................. Like the stone................. Like the steel................. God makes you................. Perfectly.................

Coffee.................

Noodle................. And inspiration hunting................. Stir it up................. Mix all of it................. Make it delish................. Eatable................. Presentable................. Lovable................. Put inside................. And there you are................. Imitate what you eat................. Being delish................. And lovable................. And all.................

And then i cant stop.................

Feel like keep on going................. Never surrender................. Conquer them................. Conquer the world................. Make them mine................. To be happy................. Around them................. Full of joy................. Full of pleasure................. The dream is real................. And he will grant................. Coz it is good................. As sincere as heaven................. Paradise is all around.................

And find them.................

Beautiful scenery................. The magnificent red................. The wonderful black................. The incredible pink................. The grant yellow................. The flawless orange................. And that black................. The last one................. Full of temptation................. Looks delicious................. Could it be mine................. Forever and ever................. Just pray to lord................. Ask him for help................. And he will help.................

Sore throat.................

Comes suddenly................. Out of the blue................. Feel irritated................. But remember that chat................. Should feel being blessed................. The ill is blessing................. From above................. To test you................. To upgrade you................. To put you high................. In the sky................. Near to him................. In his embrace.................

Tonite meeting.................

Big mistake................. Seeing him................. Send bad aura................. Then being choosy................. Then the punishment................. Being neglected................. Hope there will be next time................. Hope dont get blocked................. Hope get more invitation................. Hope one of them get me................. Privately................. The blame is on me................. Will never do that again................. No more sending bad aura................. No more choosy.................

1 nov 16 selasa................

Wrg................ Ikip mpe sore................ Pul kos................ Omah baru................ Diner w ciprut................ Indomaret................ Ankejaya................ Omahbaru nginep................ Allhuakbar................

31 okt 16 senen................

Ikip................ Siang k ws w mbak ika n ipah................ Ikip mpe sore................ Pul kos................ Omah baru meet ciprut................ Diner at nasgor................ Lottemart................ Alfmrt................ Omahbaru................ Nginep................

30 okt 16 minggu................

Pg pul kos................ Pedurungan................ Nunut makan................ Nunut ngenet................ Allahuakbar................

29 okt 16 sabtu................

Ikipv................ Pul gasik................ Bakso doa ibu eror................ Bakso soon eror................ Bakso doa ibu with rempong................ Pul kos................ Mlm atm................ Hotel metro w napanop................ Nginep................ Allahuakbar................

28 okt 16 jumat................

Ikip mpe sore................ Bhsl ps................ Wrg................ Allhuakbar................

Three promises.................

From her................. Bigness of them................. The one that said will send me there................. To your home................. To holy place................. Thanks to her................. But i hope i can go there on my own................. The one that said will buy moving box................. Olala................. The dram for so long................. But doesnt get there up to now................. Maybe god has plan................. And he thinks it will be bad if i have the moving box................. I will use it negatively................. Maybe................. Dont know what he thinks................. Thanks to her................. But i hope i get it on my own................. The one that said will pay my study................. Maybe god has reason................. Why i am not successfull................. In applying up to now................. Maybe i will be arrogant................. Dont know what he thinks................. Thanks to her................. But i hope i get it on my own.................

Identity card.................

Versus high study................. Long time not thinking it................. Burdening all myself................. The heart and the soul................. And i can forget it for some time................. Enjoy life................. Up to now................. The thoights come again................. Oh lord................. Help me................. I surrender to you................. Completely................. Whatever you want................. I will do it................. But dont make this heart hurt................. I cant handle it................. Make me let it go.................

Handkerchief.................

I lost two of them................. Dont know how................. Dont know when................. But i lost them................. And she comes................. With a lot of them................. How the hell she knows................. It must be him................. The interference from him................. He guides her................. To bring stuffs................. For me................. To get me................. To praise him................. To love him................. To believe in him................. The power of him................. Above us all.................

Mister zee.................

Badmouthing a lot of things................. The other building................. My building................. My previous place................. Hope dont get affected................. Want to be me still................. Always positive................. Blessed the previous place................. Blessed the current place................. Blessed the whole unity................. It will bring goodness................. I spread light................. I will get light................. Shine all over direction................. Erase the darkness.................

Tuesday nite.................

My event................. Sis event................. The thought of those events................. The time of crash................. Between two of them................. But suddenly................. The explanation from her................. The perfect solution................. How the hell it happens................. It must be................. The interference from him................. Only him can do such kind of thing................. And the thought comes................. Consider it as blessing from above................. And that will make everything right................. Just like before................. The intention of not wanting hot things................. Just befriend with a lot of people................. Make networking................. The kind that is blessed by him.................

Early go home.................

Lately i do that a lot................. Want to protect something................. My ritual................. My routine................. My secret................. My life................. Hope it doesnt affect anything................. Hope they still see me good................. Dont want to be bad in their eyes................. And in the eyes of him................. It is good, right? ................. Being secluded................. Alienated................. Being me................. All by myself................. Love to do that.................

Waiting without leaving.................

Leaving without knowing................. Do you need to come home................. To that hurtful situation................. Just leave it to be................. The elder who did bad things................. But give blessing in the end................. Being single and tough................. Can conquer the world................. By producing a couple of great creatures................. The one that can go distance................. Can experience independent................. Can create beautiful happiness................. But bring the problem along................. The one with secrecy................. The thought of being unwanted................. Being rejected................. And being loved at the same time................. Everything has place.................

Send me my partner.................

Send me my kids................. Meet me my family................. Meet me them................. If this is not my place................. Send me somewhere else................. Far away from here................. But not middle east................. That place scares me to death................. Dear world................. Help me to find my kids................. Or you................. Will you make me................. Get a creature double.................

Just friend.................

Dont want to be on that state................. There is a better one out there................. Those words................. Those phrases................. Those sentences................. Long time ago................. When there were three................. And there were none................. Try to be what you want................. But that was fake................. This is fake................. Still try to be different................. To cover everything.................

Found that meeting.................

God’s will................. It is what it is................. It must be it................. But unfortunately the place is far................. If it is near................. I will join................. Being crazy is good................. It had been twice this month................. Feel like exploding................. How come................. What is it with this month................. Not like usual................. I cant handle................. I cant control................. Everything is out of control................. Out of place................. But still in your presence.................

Extreme friends.................

Hate that condition................. Afraid of that situation................. What will happen................. Will they cross the line................. To judge everything else................. Not just judging................. But also punishing................. Is that what you want................. Do you really want bad actions................. Happen in this world................. And create chaos................. And erase peace................. You said you are everything................. You can create serenity................. But you can create disaster too................. But why................. You do such kind of thing................. Must you do it.................

Water from student.................

The serenity of mind................. Bring to life................. Hope it last................. Till the end of the term................. And more................. Many more................. Spread heavenly aura................. All over community................. Affect people................. And place................. Produce shining faces................. Create holy souls................. Multiplying them over................. And over again................. Never stop................. Do it eternally.................