about me: now i ahve two activities. i am a telephone operator , and i also take class for my post graduate on english literature.although i take my post graduate, do not consider me as a smart person. i do not like reading news in the newspaper, i do not like listening news in the radio, i do not like watching news on television. thus i do know nothing about everything. i just love to see movies.
my character: it is difficult to say, hard to explain. i love to be alone. i am difficult in socializing. i feel inferior about everything (about my face, my body, my brain, my background, ... everything). i am very introvert. i want to be loveable to everyone so i will tell the good sides of me. i am a loyal person. i will not cheat on my friends, let alone my partner. i am friendly to everybody. actually there are a lot of good sides of me but i do not want to be arrogant to tell all of them (hmmmmmm............) this is enough for now
my dream: i want a foreigner who willing to accept me for what i am, i am as myself. and may be he is willing to take me to live in his country. i do not want to live in indonesia. or may be we can live in ameirca or canada. but i will follow wherever you will go. the point is i do not want to live in indonesia as i am now.
if you choose me: i will love you sincerely. i know we do not know each other yet. but there is a javanese proverb that said "witing tresno jalaran seko kulino" which means loves begin to bloom because you are accustomed to your partner. i will always be faithfull to the one i loved. i will surender myself completely. i will be your slave of love. may be, if you wish, i want to adopt a lot of children (angelina jolie wannabe). and if you take me to your country, you may find me a job. i do not want to be an unemployed and dependent on you. i want to tkae part in our life too.
actually this is only a part of my profile. you can see the other part on www.friendster.com/greensmg or greensmg.blogspot.com
i do not have any gut to write things like this on those pages coz those pages are for public and persons who know me. so i write in this page special for you. as you know, i am in the closet (big time). i do not have any courage to confess about the real me to others. so please understand
