Cant sleep...................

Dont force it................... Work................... Just do your jobs................... Thx god................... For not being able to sleep................... For the nergy to do some tasks................... It is you................... I believe that................... There are so much laziness lately................... I dont understand myself for sometimes................... There must be something................... That makes me like this................... But i dont know what it is................... Damn ...................

There are many credits left.................

Damn................. Feel lost................. Irritating................. I should not ask him for credit................. I should use my own................. Maybe it is god’s way to tell me................. That my portion is this................. The left is the same with the amoutn i ask him................. So it is even.................

It is broken..................

It is sad.................. But.................. Dont love a thing more than you love god.................. He will be jealous.................. And he will take your thing away.................. And you realize.................. That your love should be for him only.................. Not for others.................. Sorry lord.................. I will not do that again.................. I still learn.................. Teach me.................. To love you.................. With all my heart.................. Like you love me..................

It has been for sometimes...................

There are many downs................... From my side................... And he stays................... That should mean something................... Stupid me................... I must change................... I must not have a lot of downs................... But if i do have a lot of downs................... Dont blame him................... Stay apart for a while................... Be alone for a while................... And explain to him................... Dont be quiet................... Hope he understand................... And he wont go...................

Me on market...................

Being so proud................... Memory................... Others................... Understand them................... Why there are many news................... Tapes................... About that kind of things................... And the victims got famous from that................... Because that is what they want................... They want to be famous................... Through that way................... The process is full of fun................... And the result too................... That is how i feel................... And i understand................... That is how they feel...................

Memory of the past...................

A lot of letgos................... Because of the snap................... Anger on the split second................... But the result is permanent................... The broken relationship................... Now is regret time................... Wish can be patient................... In relationship................... There should be up and downs................... A lot of ups and downs................... And you should pass that................... Over and over again................... But you didnt................... The first down................... You give up................... Stupid me...................

Memory of the past...................

A lot of letgos................... Because of the snap................... Anger on the split second................... But the result is permanent................... The broken relationship................... Now is regret time................... Wish can be patient................... In relationship................... There should be up and downs................... A lot of ups and downs................... And you should pass that................... Over and over again................... But you didnt................... The first down................... You give up................... Stupid me...................

Hope this will not happen...................

Now................... Hope he stays through a lot of ups and downs................... More downs i think................... I get down easily................... So many reasons................... You are just stupid................... Very stupid................... I should control myself................... The first down and i give up................... That is the past................... Always like that................... Hope can control myself now................... Will never go for the first down................... And many downs after that................... Will work on it................... Together ...................

The water keeps running down......................

The sneezees keeps coming...................... It never stops...................... Torturing the schedule...................... Wrecking the plans...................... It hurts a lot...................... Then remember...................... There is something positive...................... When god gives you illness...................... He wants to show you soemthing...................... But i forget...................... Damn...................... Then realizing something...................... That maybe he gives me this...................... To make me stay awake...................... So i can work overtime...................... Damnnnn...................... That is good...................... Really good ......................

You know i love you......................

But you scare me as hell...................... That article...................... Hot damn...................... It is scary...................... You give punishment...................... Hard punishment...................... Scary punishment...................... Not on your hands...................... Through other hands...................... Hand of people here on earth...................... Hope i dont see them...................... Meet them ...................... Hope you dont allow that kind of things here...................... Hope you love this earth...................... And all in it...................... And you will protect all in it with love...................... Full of love...................... Spread all lovely things......................

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