This is strange ………………………

A ot of distractions ……………………… I am defeated ……………………… Usually this place makes me a winner ……………………… Ignore the cell ……………………… Ignore the lap ……………………… Concentrate reading ……………………… But not this time ……………………… Why ……………………… Is it a sign ……………………… That I am fully stressed ……………………… High level of depression ……………………… God ……………………… Help me ……………………… I need you ……………………… Really bad ……………………… I cant be alone\ ……………………… I am nothing without you ……………………… You are my everything ……………………… My helper ……………………… My savior ……………………… My harbor ……………………… My knight ……………………… My prince ………………………

Too much jobs………………….

And at the same time…………………. I got a lot on my mind too…………………. The reality is …………………. I am getting scared…………………. He is not responding the text…………………. For a long time…………………. The wish is that he text me back…………………. Is it interfere from god? …………………. That I should not meet him…………………. Or is it a sign…………………. That something bad is happening to him…………………. But in the end…………………. He text me back…………………. He come…………………. So fast…………………. Amazing…………………. Cheer my day…………………. To the highest level ………………….

15 apr 18 ming……………….

Hotel………………. Mcd………………. Ngantar nizar………………. Sehatian d rmh………………. Allahuakbar……………….

14 apr 18 sabtu……………….

Ped………………. Ngumpul………………. Kondangan at manunggal jati………………. Ped ambil mtoro………………. Dpmall………………. Maxxxcooffee………………. Meet tio………………. Meet nizar………………. Hotal………………. Javamall………………. Atm………………. Pizza………………. Belanja………………. Hotel………………. Allahuakbar……………….

13 apr 18 jumat……………….

Kampus………………. Ped………………. Jumatan………………. Ambil mtr………………. Dpmall………………. Indmrt………………. Allahuakbar……………….

12 apr 18 kamis……………….

Wrg………………. Kampus………………. Dpmall………………. Allahuakbar……………….

11 apr 18 rabu……………….

Wrg………………. Kampus………………. Allahuakbar……………….

10 ap 18 selasa……………….

Wrg………………. Kampus………………. Indmrt………………. Allahuakbar……………….

9 ap 18 senen……………….

Kampus………………. Burjo………………. Amaris jemput andi………………. Foodcourt undip………………. Dpmall nonton………………. Indopoint………………. Ngantar andi………………. Indmrt………………. Allahuakbar……………….

8 apr 18 ming ………………………………

Seharian d rmh………………. Pergi w ciprut n saufa………………. Jemput dian………………. Semawis………………. Ngantar dian………………. Allahuakbar……………….