correction time ....

............................. there are two classes left................. lord help me please................. make me diligent to do this................. make me finish it on monday................. then i shoud process the score................. then i should input it online................. lord................. there are many more steps ahead................. keep me strong please................. keep by my side please.................

mrj ........

.............. he asked me to do translation............... he gave it on friday............... he will want it on monday............... what a short time............... making me stressed............... lord help me please............... make me patient to face all of this............... make me strong to do all of this............... everything is crowded in my heart............... everything is boiling in my brain ............... ...............

there is a new enlightenment ...

................................ maybe he makes me for this kind of thingy........................ helping mrb........................ assisting mrj........................ but lord........................ i want to be exist too........................ let it be........................ i will be exist before you........................ i hope i can be sincere about all of this........................ all this negative thoughts and feelings........................ all come to me........................ attacking me........................ from all sides........................ front and back........................ up and down........................ i feel like being used........................ i hope it is not like that........................

still waiting.........

...................... seems it will take a long time................... confused where should i wait................... there i am afraid i will lose it to the shopaholic thing................... here i am afraid of the memory of bad people................... meanwhile it is a mosque................... it should be the safest place on earth................... but it did happen................... someone ask me for money................... afraid of that...................