Put all in the perspective...............................

In my own perspective............................... It looks good............................... I think it through............................... But then again............................... They say that socialize is needed............................... You will get inputs............................... A lot of them............................... Many perspectives............................... More and more............................... Then you will know............................... Whether your perspective............................... Is good or bad ...............................

Put the brain to remember...............................

Event on those moments............................... Never forget the pain............................... In this heart hurt like hell............................... People are cruel............................... Unbelievably hurt each other............................... Love is not around............................... Onto the chance to kill each other............................... Where there is a chance............................... On the tiny bit window............................... Never make it useless............................... Get the knife and stab them............................... All of them............................... Not let them go...............................

When you give me things...............................

All of those stuffs............................... Realize that i am stupid............................... I go berserk............................... Spend it all............................... And you come late............................... Now i am flat............................... Going to you with nothing............................... And you take me............................... Believe in me again............................... Enormous heart............................... Ruin the self and other............................... Kill the black and the red............................... All the shines............................... Here to you i go home...............................

Buying a home...............................

It is for my safety............................... You know what it is............................... But actually the safety is in you............................... You handle all............................... You control all............................... But i want to try............................... At least i show you my effort............................... When it can work............................... To produce the safety net............................... For the rest of my life............................... And maybe more............................... You will value my effort............................... And i hope it is not nothing............................... I hope it is worth before you...............................

God... ...............................

Lets dance............................... Together............................... Can i take you dance............................... Can i do that............................... Do you allow me to do that............................... It would be so great............................... Feel you............................... So real............................... Grasp you in my hand............................... Touch you on my skin............................... The real you............................... And never let you go............................... Ever...............................

Going there, really? ...............................

Can i pray there............................... All these things i want............................... What if i pray wrong............................... Will you slap me directly............................... In the face............................... Make it all red............................... I want to find the magic word............................... Where i can make you do............................... Grant my wishes come true............................... The love of you............................... For all people............................... For me............................... I want more............................... I am greedy............................... This is scary...............................

Regret the talk...............................

I feel stupid............................... I am not good with words............................... I hear myself very stupid............................... I sound ridiculous............................... Speak nonsense............................... What the hell............................... Why did i do that............................... Why did i speak............................... Why did you make me do that............................... The regret comes............................... It is late............................... All is done............................... Now the result............................... All in your hands...............................

I used to think that...............................

When she died............................... I will come undone............................... I will break into pieces............................... But nothing happens............................... I am numb............................... My heart is frozen............................... I cant feel anything............................... Maybe it is self defense............................... Maybe someday i will really be broken............................... Dont know yet............................... But that thought is scary............................... And it is likely happening...............................

Suti in mecca...............................

So she says she will pay............................... My journey to your home............................... I am afraid............................... I am happy............................... I am confused............................... So many emotions............................... I used to think i will get burnt............................... In your land............................... Coz i am having all the sins............................... What if those things really happen...............................

Afraid after the purifying process...............................

What if i am still the same............................... Will you send me someone............................... To accompany me............................... For the rest of my life............................... What if it works............................... And i have a new life............................... And i don't have a clue at all............................... Will you be there for me............................... Of course you will...............................

12 sep 16 senen

Ga solat id....................... Sorry lord....................... Ada fatmawati....................... Meet kristian....................... Mranggen meet taurus....................... Pijet at ian mranggen....................... Wrg....................... Allhuakbar.......................

11 sep 16 minggu

At new house....................... Meet fam....................... Wrg....................... New house....................... Allhuakbar.......................

10 sep 16 sabtu

Ikip....................... Superindio....................... Pulsa....................... Teapr....................... Allhuakbar.......................

9 sep 16 jumat

Ikip....................... Klinik....................... Superindo....................... Wrg....................... Bhsl ps....................... Mlm matlam....................... Kfc full....................... Burjo full....................... Rain....................... Flood....................... Allhuakbar.......................

8 sep 16 kamis

Ikip....................... Bengkel....................... Pul tepar....................... Allhuakbar.......................

7 sep 16 rabu

Ikip....................... Pul gasik....................... Tepar....................... Pindahan....................... Wrg....................... Bhsl ps....................... Mlm k mikosampangan....................... Mogok bensin....................... Burjo....................... Allhuakbar.......................

6 sep 16 selasa

Ikip mpe sore....................... Allhuakbar.......................

5 sep 16 senen

Ikip....................... Burjo....................... Mlm k trisnoimambonjol....................... Allhuakbar.......................

4 sep 16 minggu

Pg pul dr mranggen ....................... Siang atm....................... Pindahan....................... Pecel....................... Pedurungan....................... At giant makan2 w family....................... Belanja....................... Allhuakbar.......................