Mrjee………………………………

I should wake up early……………………………… To join the group to go to cil……………………………… But apparently I cant do it……………………………… Feel guilty……………………………… Feel afraid……………………………… It will affect……………………………… To my relationship……………………………… With him……………………………… I should not be afraid……………………………… Surrender all to him……………………………… I know it is my mistake……………………………… But I did apologize……………………………… God knows all ………………………………

Mrdee………………………………

He causes problem……………………………… I stop……………………………… I cant take it……………………………… God……………………………… I am confused……………………………… If my decision is right……………………………… It seems he acts carelessly……………………………… Use money as he likes……………………………… I hope he finds his way……………………………… I hope you bless my decision ………………………………

Suddenly remember………………………………

How did he treated me……………………………… And now……………………………… I got news about him……………………………… How bad he was treated……………………………… By the big boss……………………………… Is it karma……………………………… I hope it is……………………………… The case is almost the same……………………………… He didn’t allow me to take the course I want……………………………… And now……………………………… He wasn’t allowed to take the course he wants……………………………… See……………………………… The smile is mine……………………………… Karma presents itself……………………………… Beautifully……………………………… Sincerely……………………………… Yours……………………………… I am sorry if I am happy ………………………………

Afraid………………………………

Suddenly the lappy is dead……………………………… Is it broken……………………………… Does it need service……………………………… I don’t have money at the moment……………………………… Want to join bipa……………………………… Want to join kkln……………………………… But I don’t have the fund……………………………… The fund I won is for guarantee……………………………… School him……………………………… Afraid if he suddenly needs it……………………………… Then I don’t have it……………………………… God……………………………… Give me solution……………………………… I should not be afraid……………………………… Believe in the principle……………………………… That everything will be provided……………………………… Just like the lecturer said in unisula……………………………… When wee need it……………………………… Fund suddenly appearsv……………………………… Out of nowhere……………………………… Because god knows……………………………… We need money……………………………… For something positive……………………………… Not negative ………………………………

Cant concentrate………………………………

Tired……………………………… Stomachache……………………………… Angry……………………………… I am sorry lord……………………………… This is for you……………………………… But it is so hard……………………………… I try so hard……………………………… I hope you are okay with this……………………………… I hope you accept this……………………………… Coz this truly sincerely comes from my deepest heart ………………………………

7 apr 18 sabtu………………………………

Seharian d rmh……………………………… Mlm k majt……………………………… Meet ical fahrezy……………………………………………………………… Indmrt……………………………… Allahuakbar………………………………

6 apr 18 jumat………………………………

Kampus……………………………… Dpm……………………………… Ped……………………………… Allahuakbar………………………………

5 apr 18 kamis………………………………

Kampus……………………………… Mall w ari n eka……………………………… Pom……………………………… Ped ambil kado……………………………… Allahuakbar………………………………

4 apr 18 rabu………………………………

Kampus……………………………… Pulgasik……………………………… Allahuakbar………………………………

3 apr 18 selasa………………………………

Wrg……………………………… Kampus……………………………… Dpm……………………………… Meet gusti……………………………… Ped……………………………… Ngaji……………………………… Allahuakbar………………………………

2 apr 18 senen………………………………

Kampus……………………………… Pulgasik……………………………… Indmrt……………………………… Pul eror……………………………… Dpm……………………………… Allahuakbar………………………………

1 apr 18 ming………………………………

Kampus……………………………… Otw kebumen by bus kampus……………………………… With coworkers……………………………… At nikahan banggun……………………………… Allahuakbar………………………………

31 mar 18 sabtu………………………………

Ped……………………………… Dpmall……………………………… Allahuakbar………………………………

30 mar 28 jumat………………………………

Jumatan……………………………… Wrg……………………………… Pul……………………………… Dpmall……………………………… Indmrt……………………………… Ped……………………………… Net……………………………… Ngaji……………………………… Allahuakbar………………………………

29 mar 18 kamis ……………………….

Kampus……………………………… Allahuakbar………………………………