Want to have a life…

 

Want to have a life…………………………………………..

That is like in the movies…………………………………………..

The one that have happy ending…………………………………………..

Want to meet partner for life…………………………………………..

Want to live happily…………………………………………..

Together forever…………………………………………..

In his blessing…………………………………………..

In his guidance…………………………………………..

Being protected by him…………………………………………..

Being loved by him…………………………………………..

All is save…………………………………………..

All is fine…………………………………………..

That will happen…………………………………………..

One way or another…………………………………………..

Coz he loves me dearly …………………………………………..

I should know

 

I should know…………………………………………..

I must know…………………………………………..

I have to know…………………………………………..

That all the thongs in films are only stories…………………………………………..

They are only made up things…………………………………………..

They are only imagination…………………………………………..

They are not real…………………………………………..

But this heart cant be controlled…………………………………………..

This heart is stupid…………………………………………..

This brain is idiotic…………………………………………..

This heart want all that kinds of things…………………………………………..

To be happened in this real world…………………………………………..

Happen in my life…………………………………………..

I want a happy story…………………………………………..

I want a happy ending …………………………………………..

I want a happy life…………………………………………..

This is my life…………………………………………..

I am the actor of my life…………………………………………..

I am the director of my life…………………………………………..

I am the writer of my life…………………………………………..

I will write the best scenario ever made…………………………………………..

For me…………………………………………..

For myself…………………………………………..

For my life…………………………………………..

I will make it all happy …………………………………………..

If you weak

 

If you weak…………………………………………..

You will get crushed…………………………………………..

So you must not be weak…………………………………………..

You must be strong…………………………………………..

In this shitty world…………………………………………..

They are cruel…………………………………………..

They are evil…………………………………………..

They do bad things…………………………………………..

Unbearable things…………………………………………..

I ask him…………………………………………..

Why you made that kind of people…………………………………………..

Why they hurt people…………………………………………..

Why they exist…………………………………………..

Can you banish them…………………………………………..

Can you make them vanish …………………………………………..

Someday

 

Someday…………………………………………………

He will give me fund for my study…………………………………………………

The grants or others…………………………………………………

Someway he will send me there…………………………………………………

Where land is beautiful…………………………………………………

Where there are many rainbows…………………………………………………

Where there are many unicorns…………………………………………………

Somewhere in this world…………………………………………………

He makes a place for me…………………………………………………

To make me comfortable…………………………………………………

to make me happy…………………………………………………

to make me meet someone special…………………………………………………

someone is waiting for me…………………………………………………

the one he created for me…………………………………………………

just for me …………………………………………………