This emotion got me deep......................

Really deep...................... Got me stuck...................... Into really dark place...................... Send me to a far far away land...................... Where i cant find suck things...................... I hesitate to open it...................... I dont want to see the outside...................... The world is cruel to me ......................

I want to be hold......................

I want to be taken...................... My hands...................... Both of them...................... Take them...................... Hold them...................... Take me...................... Hold me...................... Thightly...................... Never let me go...................... Dont cheat on me...................... Dont be kind to me...................... If you want to leave me...................... That hurts me a lot...................... Very much...................... Oh lord...................... Help me please ......................

Being stupid......................

Not seeing you...................... But you were right there...................... In front of me...................... But it is too late now...................... I can only see you from afar...................... Being a ghost...................... Being transparant...................... You cant see me...................... There has been so many things...................... There has been a fierce strugglein my heart...................... I cant see others...................... Not a single one...................... There has always been you ......................

How can you......................

Doing this...................... To me...................... So cruel...................... You are heartless...................... This world is not easy at all...................... The night is friend...................... The lonely is companion...................... I am seeing you everywhere...................... But i am not finding you at all......................

I cant cry......................

When you take mine...................... But i do cry easily...................... When you give me story...................... Of someone else’s sadness...................... Hot damn...................... How come...................... Is it really for that story...................... Or is it the postponed cry...................... I always imitate my life with the story in front of me...................... I really am crazy...................... Am i not ......................

Can i have one of your sons......................

You have a lot...................... I know i am not worthy enough...................... Yet...................... Teach me how to be one...................... I hope there is someone who stands behind me...................... When i fall...................... And i know...................... There is one...................... You are the one...................... I stand before you...................... I stand tall lord...................... I held my head high...................... Accept me lord ......................

9 apr 17 minggu......................

Nyuci...................... Dijemput mbak din n fam...................... Go to alun2 ungaran...................... Meet yayan n fam...................... Go to watu gunung swimming pool...................... Go to ridwan peyek...................... Lunch at masakanpdg tlogosr...................... Diantar mbak din...................... Allahuakbar......................

9 apr 17 minggu......................

9 apr 17 minggu...................... Nyuci...................... Dijemput mbak din n fam...................... Go to alun2 ungaran...................... Meet yayan n fam...................... Go to watu gunung swimming pool...................... Go to ridwan peyek...................... Lunch at masakanpdg tlogosr...................... Diantar mbak din...................... Allahuakbar......................

8 apr 17 sabtu......................

Pg ped nunut net...................... Mlm ped nunut mkn...................... Allahuakbar......................

7 apr 17 jumat .......................

Wrg...................... Kampus...................... Pulgsk...................... Bookbos...................... Alfmrt...................... Allahuakbar......................