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But memories
Of the pasts
When they always late
All the times
Many times
It did come
And I finished it fast
Was i that hungry
Crazy me
Idiot me
They say it is dangerous to eat fast
They say we should eat slow
As it is good to eat slow
They go home
And it is time
Should I go home too
Not go home tho
Go there
To that building
The meeting
Neighborhood meeting
It is plus four
And I think they will not come this soon
This early
As usual
They will come late
Very late
The invitation is at 7
And it is 830
And there is no sign to start the program yet
Collecting all the patience out there
All has meanings
Including this
All has purpose
Including these
Members are still few
A little number of persons
There will be two possibilities
Start with only this
Or wait for more
I hope the later latter
The program ends
But nobody go home
They do that
That noises
The melodies
And the battles
All in one
Chaotic ear
Calm me soul
Calm me brain
Meditate all the way
To the end
And beyond
To those places
Comes forward
Never stop
Step by step
Pace by pace
On my own handling
On my own strength
Dear brightness
Dear smiles
Dear laughs
Dear loves
Dear cares
Dear happiness
Dear kindness
Leave me
Dear bad
Dear ugliness
Dear negatives
Dear darkness
Dear storm
Dear uneasiness
Dear misleads
Dear angst
Dear cruelty
Embracing all
The good and the bad
The dark and the light
As it all
Will build me
Into strong ones
Into better ones
As it all
Will lead me
To higher places
To better places
To happier places
To paradise
To heaven
Where all good people gather
Wish can be in their group
Love cool
Love rain
Love snow
That was one
One in a lifetime
Hope will experience it again
Again and again
Many times
As it was so good
All are positives
I was very stupid
Being idiot
Showering my brain with all that stuff
Scary moments
But all is planned
By him
So it was meaningful
Tho it is hard to find the clue
Till now
Still
A very big mystery
That will haunt my days
To come
But I will enjoy my life
To the fullest
Maximize happiness
Spread kindness
ll over the world
All over the place
Around me
The ones that is in my reach
Why though
There are many places I had visited
Why here
What's happen Tonite
Don't know
Everything seems vague
A lot of fogs
They are all young
Are they employer
Are they employee
Don't know bout that
Just guessing
With the help of positive thinking
All will be well
All will be fine
All will be good
It all will come to the rainbow lights
Them getting ready
And all thoughts
Come puring
Raining hard
Cats and dogs raining
Need umbrella
Need coats
Need warm
But usually I hate warm
Hate it
Hate them
What should I do
Where should I order
This is bad
This is confusinf
Don't know what to do
Holy moly
Holy fuck
Bad
Annoying
Nobody here
And I hate football
A lot
Crazy as hell
What the ef
There are new customers
Hope can copy them
Hope can use their method
Hope they show me what to do
Then
I copy them
I place order
At 1841
Let's see
When the food will come
Hope it is soon
men oh men
diva in the making
intimidating
me of course
no back down
keep faighting against
keep moving forward
it is scary
it is big error
expressing anger to other things
it is dangerous
it is idiotic