sutiyah foundation…………………………..

paying tuition………………………….. for a lot of boys………………………….. in orphanage………………………….. till they graduate………………………….. till they get their doctoral………………………….. and the elephants too………………………….. having land in Africa………………………….. creating elephant hospital………………………….. elephant zoo………………………….. elephant sanctuary………………………….. elephant safari………………………….. both of them go hand in hand………………………….. both of them become succeed………………………….. both of them getting blessed………………………….. from him …………………………..

the dream…………………………..

the foundation………………………….. mister Indonesia………………………….. having shows………………………….. the competitions………………………….. the pagents………………………….. many of them………………………….. held in Indonesia………………………….. with indonesian participants………………………….. international juries………………………….. take care f the winner………………………….. only the winner………………………….. getting contract for him………………………….. international contract………………………….. having tv shows………………………….. having films………………………….. succeed on them………………………….. with his blessing …………………………..

still have Indonesian citizenship …………………………

buy a lot of lands ………………………… houses ………………………… making business of boarding houses ………………………… the dream of my life ………………………… may lord bless this ………………………… it will be nice ………………………… it will make me happy ………………………… so what I think ………………………… don’t know bout him ………………………… don’t know what he thinks bout this ………………………… don’t know what he plans for me ………………………… may this thing include in his plans ………………………… lets pray hard ………………………… and harder ………………………… to make it come true …………………………

royal fam …………………………

getting there ………………………… meeting the prince ………………………… getting along well ………………………… having an affair ………………………… getting official ………………………… not coming home ………………………… after graduation ………………………… go to his place ………………………… live there ………………………… getting famous ………………………… paparazzi is everywhere ………………………… getting invitation ………………………… many tv shows ………………………… high rating ones ………………………… coz of me ………………………… the royals watch ………………………… telling me what to do ………………………… how to do it ………………………… how to act ………………………… how to speak ………………………… what to speak ………………………… how to answer ………………………… what to answer ………………………… hot to sit ………………………… they control everything ………………………… and the tv party ………………………… they have my history ………………………… like the fam said ………………………… I come from the royal too ………………………… then also the tv party ………………………… got the evidence ………………………… of old photos ………………………… the Indonesian royals and the western invaders ………………………… then there is a person in it ………………………… that look like me a lot ………………………… holy ef ………………………… I was reincarnated …………………………

imagining sis gets married …………………………

then I will be alone ………………………… then I come undone in her wedding ………………………… cry river and more ………………………… and she held me tight ………………………… and she moves out ………………………… but we will have a wonderful bond ………………………… getting closer ………………………… get to know each other better ………………………… visit her a lot ………………………… ask permission to the brother in law ………………………… to go together ………………………… shopping ………………………… sight seeing ………………………… hanging out ………………………… travelling ………………………… all over the place ………………………… in his blessing …………………………

dream of country k …………………………

getting famous first ………………………… live in k ………………………… become guest on rm ………………………… then become permanent ………………………… then I can imitate all guests ………………………… then I ask for expensive dinner ………………………… to their managers ………………………… all of them ………………………… one by one ………………………… got them all ………………………… one by one ………………………… go all over places ………………………… on them ………………………… japan ………………………… thai ………………………… Singapore ………………………… hongkong ………………………… china ………………………… mongol ………………………… Russia ………………………… and more …………………………

afraid that she will go into my life …………………………

interfere it ………………………… intervene it ………………………… my section ………………………… my part ………………………… and then I get annoyed ………………………… then we don’t get along well anymore ………………………… we are fine up to now ………………………… wait ………………………… is it ………………………… it is not ………………………… I always have a grudge for her ………………………… in my heart ………………………… but I don’t say it out loud ………………………… I keep it by myself ………………………… and just share it with him ………………………… should I say it put loud ………………………… make her realize it ………………………… what is wrong ………………………… what is right ………………………… may lord help her ………………………… may lord help me ………………………… may lord help us …………………………

about dd …………………………

she harries her brother ………………………… her brother cant be harried ………………………… she gets angry, irritated ………………………… is she jealous ………………………… of him ………………………… of his succeed ………………………… he treats him bad ………………………… she asks others to do the same ………………………… badmouthing him everywhere ………………………… pray for her ………………………… that her business will run well ………………………… it will go well ………………………… she will get a lot of income ………………………… she will be calm and happy ………………………… she will get along well with fam ………………………… no more quarreling ………………………… no more badmouthing ………………………… she loves lord ………………………… lord loves her ………………………… lord will protect her …………………………

about dd …………………………

about dd ………………………… she harries her brother ………………………… her brother cant be harried ………………………… she gets angry, irritated ………………………… is she jealous ………………………… of him ………………………… of his succeed ………………………… he treats him bad ………………………… she asks others to do the same ………………………… badmouthing him everywhere ………………………… pray for her ………………………… that her business will run well ………………………… it will go well ………………………… she will get a lot of income ………………………… she will be calm and happy ………………………… she will get along well with fam ………………………… no more quarreling ………………………… no more badmouthing ………………………… she loves lord ………………………… lord loves her ………………………… lord will protect her …………………………

error massage …………………………

bad mood ………………………… I have to go there ………………………… and the process is too long ………………………… and it is expensive ………………………… and the service is not okay ………………………… and he talks too much ………………………… he acts strangely ………………………… he seems to ask for more ………………………… and I have a bad thought ………………………… that my money is disappearing when I fall asleep ………………………… lets not go there again ………………………… lets try others ………………………… there are still plenty ………………………… recommendation from them ………………………… want to try it all ………………………… one by one ………………………… but it is expensive dreams ………………………… may lord help ………………………… may lord bless it ………………………… may lord grant this …………………………

I forgot the Thursday …………………………

and it is very annoying ………………………… my head ………………………… my brain ………………………… mu heart ………………………… I become restless ………………………… how can it be ………………………… meanwhile it is just yesterday ………………………… and I forget it all ………………………… it is scary ………………………… I am scared that it is some kind of disease ………………………… disease of forget easily ………………………… don’t be afraid ………………………… ask him ………………………… to always protect me …………………………

I almost hit another motorcycle …………………………

I am sorry ………………………… I got in a rush ………………………… in a hurry ………………………… not be careful ………………………… careless ………………………… put others in danger ………………………… sorry lord ………………………… I will not do it again ………………………… I will be careful ………………………… will drive safely ………………………… make environments save ………………………… and peaceful ………………………… with you in it …………………………

car …………………………

it is not mine ………………………… it is my sister’s ………………………… come from her dad ………………………… so if I want to use it ………………………… I must ask her permission ………………………… but they say it is mine ………………………… is it a pray from them ………………………… the saying goes words are prays ………………………… I hope so ………………………… someday I will have it ………………………… on my own ………………………… in the name of lord ………………………… I hope he blesses this will …………………………

how can it be …………………………

crying ………………………… watching Korean music video ………………………… what the ef ………………………… mellow cycle is coming ………………………… don’t know what to do ………………………… cry over everything ………………………… every little things triggers the tears ………………………… lets enjoy the ride ………………………… and make it hand in hand ………………………… with the pray ………………………… lets report it ………………………… to him ………………………… ask him ………………………… why this ………………………… why this way ………………………… why makes me this way ………………………… not protesting ………………………… just asking …………………………

the documents are missing they said …………………………

then it makes the situation feel uneasy ………………………… they get angry to each other ………………………… next don’t send letter there anymore ………………………… keep praying for them ………………………… so that they will get along well ………………………… get along well till the end ………………………… the end of time ………………………… when lord calls them ………………………… they love lord ………………………… lord loves them ………………………… protect them ………………………… always ………………………… till the end of time …………………………

there are many revisions in my documents …………………………

my head want to burst ………………………… in the name of lord ………………………… I will do it one by one ………………………… slowly but sure ………………………… don’t have to be hectic ………………………… don’t have to be in hurry ………………………… keep praying ………………………… ASKing for blessing ………………………… asking for smoothness ………………………… he will listen ………………………… he loves me ………………………… he will guards me ………………………… without stopping ………………………… on and on …………………………

lord …………………………

I hope I can pay my debt soon ………………………… I feel uneasy ………………………… I usually borrow from office ………………………… they deduct it from my salary ………………………… I don’t have to have business with others ………………………… I feel good ………………………… this is not ………………………… I have to and I must ………………………… this is the first time ………………………… I don’t feel good at all ………………………… I feel disturbing them ………………………… I don’t want to be like this ………………………… I just only want to disturb you ………………………… only you ………………………… coz I love you …………………………