Tuesday, November 1, 2022

i need to finish my paper

 




i need to finish my paper

in the name of lord

must be strong

working on the paper

tho it is very hard to do so

hope he gives me so much strength

hope he gives me a way that is bright and shiny

must realize this

how stupid i must be

i cant do things without his signs

it is cruel

it is scary


in the name of lord

 



in the name of lord

hope with me here

help everything

or help a part of it

or help someone here

all has been planned by him

there must a thing why i am here

there is a cause he place me here

just enjoy the moment

meeting them

getting benefit from them

having networking with them

and all positive things come out of it

the one near here

next to me

mumbling of the uncomfortable phrases

i get contaminated

get the negativity touching me

rubbing all over my skin

it seems

the speech is deliberately being dragged

as long as possible

it is the closing

just say thank you

and explain what the next steps should be

thats all

everybody will understand just that

but it is not the case

the long sentences

seems never end

angel in disguise

 




angel in disguise

him

suddenly

attacking my eyes

wandering in my brain

lord

tell him

i want that

it is crazy

itchy is all over me

heat burns me inside out

it is annoying

i really want that

that creature

come from almighty

he creates extremely beautiful creature

make me eyes sparkling

seems so perfect

anget disguise as commoner

will be happy if get that

it is so close

yet it is so far away

want to scream out loud

but there is no power in me

these hands cant reach that

these words isnt able to describe that

looks like rainbow

colorful scene coloring the grey world

stand tall up high reaching the sky

the length of horizon endless in the sight of commoner


1 nov 22 selasa

 


1 nov 22 selasa

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