i didnt bring drink........................

expecting there will be a lot of it here........................ as it is a party........................ but it is zonk........................ lord i entrust a pray........................ for him and his family........................ his old family........................ his new family........................ for me........................ for my parents........................ for your lover and his descendants........................ for your first being and his descendants........................ they seem lacking of chairs........................ they seem lacking of food................................. he is the greatest................................. all is well .......................................

it is artful and it is artsy...........................................

to have the ability to write the unreadable........................................... is it to me........................................... and then yawn........................................... when there ia a pray........................................... they say........................................... it is some kind of sign........................................... that you have evil inside you........................................... true...................................................................................... big yawn........................................... the friend is not attending........................................... lord........................................... i cant stop yawning........................................... what did he preach........................................... sorry for not listening........................................... suddenly think a lot about it........................................... is it for me........................................... suddenly missing cats at home........................................... silbi sora gembul .......................................................

in the name of lord....................................

bad mood.................................... cat do that.................................... h is the greatest.................................... enjoy the moment.................................... everything happens for reason.................................... pray for the future.................................... pray for me.................................... pray for him.................................... pray for his family.................................... pray for his new family.................................... pray for his future.................................... just like that........................................................................ he likes this.................................... and maybe she will do the same for me ..............................................

maybe it is his way...........................

to protect me........................... to show me........................... who they really are........................... when everyday seem nice........................... but actually they are fake........................... this is his way........................... to protect me........................... tho i can feel it now still........................... still dizzy........................... still having fast heart beat........................... still shaking........................... thingking of them........................... they are disgusting........................... i hope god put bad people away from me........................... i hope god put the fake poeple away from me........................... i hope god put the two faces people away from me ....................................

mrsp....................................

she is amazing.................................... i asked for help.................................... she said yes immediately.................................... at first i thought she will say no.................................... as it is not working hour.................................... i ask for help in the night.................................... she said yes.................................... i ask for help in the afternoon.................................... sh said yes.................................... i am amazed.................................... i will be forever grateful to her.................................... i am still shocked.................................... she is so very nice to me.................................... thx u lord.................................... for bringing her to my life ...............................................

mrsf………………………………

she is bad……………………………… she promised to take care all of the documents……………………………… but she didn’t take care of mine……………………………… but she took care of everybody elses……………………………… what the heck……………………………… when I need it……………………………… I ask for help to mrs mrf mra……………………………… all said no……………………………… hell them all……………………………… got me so irritated……………………………… got me undone……………………………… I got so much crazy……………………………… I wrote a lot of bad things……………………………… they see them all……………………………… regret it……………………………… I don’t think so……………………………… part of my history ………………………………

5 sep 19 kamis……………………………………………………

kampus…………………………………………………… bank…………………………………………………… wrg…………………………………………………… bengkel…………………………………………………… pul…………………………………………………… mlm ddijemput satrio…………………………………………………… café…………………………………………………… kota lama…………………………………………………… allahuakbar……………………………………………………

4 sep 19 rabu……………………………………………………

wrg…………………………………………………… kampus…………………………………………………… café w pjoko…………………………………………………… bmei bdwi banggun catur…………………………………………………… kampus…………………………………………………… pul…………………………………………………… alfa…………………………………………………… Pamela…………………………………………………… pagus…………………………………………………… Pamela…………………………………………………… pul…………………………………………………… mlm gym…………………………………………………… wrg…………………………………………………… allahuakbar……………………………………………………

3 sep 19 slasa……………………………………………………

kampus…………………………………………………… penjahit…………………………………………………… kampus…………………………………………………… ws meet aan…………………………………………………… kampus…………………………………………………… rapat…………………………………………………… allahuakbar……………………………………………………

2 sep 19 senen……………………………………………………

kampus…………………………………………………… penjahit eror…………………………………………………… allahuakbar……………………………………………………

1 sep 19 minggu……………………………………………………

nyuci motor…………………………………………………… bengkel eror…………………………………………………… klinik…………………………………………………… apotek…………………………………………………… pom…………………………………………………… café…………………………………………………… wrg…………………………………………………… allahuakbar……………………………………………………

31 agus 19 sabtu……………………………………………………

sekolah…………………………………………………… pul…………………………………………………… café…………………………………………………… pul…………………………………………………… mlm lek2an w tetangga…………………………………………………… allahuakbar……………………………………………………

30 agus 19 jumat……………………………………………………

kampus…………………………………………………… wrg…………………………………………………… kampus…………………………………………………… ambil lappy…………………………………………………… mlm pijet…………………………………………………… allahuakbar……………………………………………………

29 agus 19 kamis……………………………………………………

sekolah…………………………………………………… kampus…………………………………………………… diner with pjoko psinggih pfian bfilia bferina…………………………………………………… kampus ambil motor…………………………………………………… allahuakbar……………………………………………………

28 agus 19 rabu …………………………………………………………………………….

wrg…………………………………………………… Pamela…………………………………………………… kampus…………………………………………………… cimb…………………………………………………… indosat…………………………………………………… alfa…………………………………………………… lappy eror…………………………………………………… allahuakbar……………………………………………………