This is useless..........................................

What is my plan.......................................... O lord.......................................... Dream of smoothness.......................................... And you will grant all.......................................... Invite all happiness.......................................... Near me.......................................... Fill me in.......................................... Until i explode.......................................... Love is you.......................................... Lust is you.......................................... Amazing feeling.......................................... Curiosity never ends.......................................... Never ending story.......................................... End when it ends.......................................... Still unpredictable..........................................

Lust of hatred..........................................

On this day.......................................... Until you fix all.......................................... Inside my body.......................................... Nothing else matters.......................................... Give me something.......................................... The sign of you.......................................... Here with me.......................................... Enormous stone on my chest.......................................... Rage is in my head.......................................... At this point.......................................... I cant love you.......................................... Numb my heart.......................................... Drive me crazy.......................................... Risk all my life.......................................... Out of my happiness.......................................... Please lord..........................................

God..........................................

Oh my lord.......................................... Dream you helping me.......................................... All is in your hand.......................................... Let me have this.......................................... Merry in my day.......................................... Ignore my pain.......................................... Give me light.......................................... Hope you bring me sun.......................................... Tomorrow still comes.......................................... You are still you.......................................... Very irritating.......................................... Everytime i try to love you.......................................... Ruin my life.......................................... Sometimes i wonder.......................................... Us in your creation.......................................... Sincere is what in you.......................................... It is what it is.......................................... Sun is not as bright as you.......................................... It is dark in disguise.......................................... Since you are you..........................................

To come here early..........................................

Here i have a lot of jobs.......................................... Error makes everything bad.......................................... Should i curse you.......................................... Curse you to hell.......................................... After what is what.......................................... Ruin everything.......................................... You are responsible for this.......................................... Noone else.......................................... Everything is in your hand.......................................... What should i do.......................................... Swear i hate you.......................................... On this beautiful morning.......................................... Fuck this shit.......................................... Hell destined.......................................... All is black.......................................... Till when.......................................... Else god.......................................... Remind me.......................................... Shoot you later..........................................

Beautiful you..........................................

Emerald of heart.......................................... Light of blacknes.......................................... And then come you.......................................... More of you.......................................... In this thought.......................................... On this brain.......................................... Nobody can prevent it.......................................... Love is you.......................................... Imitate the nature.......................................... Nature of heaven.......................................... Eden on earth..........................................

Worry me as dead..........................................

Everybody is in fear.......................................... Luring me to the dark thought.......................................... Coz it is dark in real.......................................... On the screen everywhere.......................................... More than this brain can handle.......................................... Everytime every air.......................................... People got catastrophe.......................................... Give them more pain.......................................... Suffer all the way.......................................... Drown in blood..........................................

God oh god..........................................

On this earth.......................................... On this universe.......................................... Dare you present them.......................................... Before everybody.......................................... You are cruel.......................................... Everyone hurts.......................................... Must it be like this.......................................... All of the sufferings.......................................... They are yours.......................................... Every each of them.......................................... Misunderstanding.......................................... Always.......................................... To see you through.......................................... Idiot is all of us.......................................... Kill each other.......................................... All of the name of you..........................................

That obstacle..........................................

Hold me down.......................................... Erase my happiness.......................................... Erode my calm.......................................... Raise my anger.......................................... Ruin my smile.......................................... O dear lord.......................................... Read my thought.......................................... Simply help me.......................................... You can do that.......................................... Since you are my home.......................................... Till the end of time.......................................... End of the world.......................................... Maybe you and me.......................................... Forever..........................................

Being fat..........................................

Redo what the usual.......................................... Eat uncontrollable.......................................... After you realize.......................................... Kill the desire.......................................... Fasten the belt.......................................... Again and again.......................................... Sit tight.......................................... Talk quietly.......................................... To them.......................................... That you are done.......................................... You are sick of them.......................................... You dont want them.......................................... Anymore.......................................... Again.......................................... Forever..........................................

The new place..........................................

Feeling guilty.......................................... Being not there.......................................... What if they are expecting me.......................................... Thank god.......................................... There is news.......................................... There is no table yet.......................................... So i can be here.......................................... As long as i can.......................................... My comfort zone..........................................

The new place..........................................

The new place.......................................... Feeling guilty.......................................... Being not there.......................................... What if they are expecting me.......................................... Thank god.......................................... There is news.......................................... There is no table yet.......................................... So i can be here.......................................... As long as i can.......................................... My comfort zone..........................................

The new place..........................................

The new place.......................................... Feeling guilty.......................................... Being not there.......................................... What if they are expecting me.......................................... Thank god.......................................... There is news.......................................... There is no table yet.......................................... So i can be here.......................................... As long as i can.......................................... My comfort zone..........................................

The wrong place..........................................

They say.......................................... I should not be here.......................................... They give me the new one.......................................... Not here.......................................... There.......................................... But the feeling is strange.......................................... The comfortable zone.......................................... The reluctant.......................................... Dont want out of here.......................................... Want to stay.......................................... Forever.......................................... And ever..........................................

The one and only ..........................................

This is it.......................................... The holy spirit.......................................... For starting the new day.......................................... The one thing that got me out of bed.......................................... The only thing that help me through the day.......................................... Keep fighting.......................................... Be spiritful.......................................... Conquer the day.......................................... Conquer the world.......................................... You are special..........................................

The one and only ..........................................

The one and only .......................................... This is it.......................................... The holy spirit.......................................... For starting the new day.......................................... The one thing that got me out of bed.......................................... The only thing that help me through the day.......................................... Keep fighting.......................................... Be spiritful.......................................... Conquer the day.......................................... Conquer the world.......................................... You are special..........................................