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They did it
Forcing me to pray
Again And again
Never stop
Till the d day
That is scary
So many times
I got blocked
That is almost killing me
That is almost ruining me
But I force myself to stand back up again
In the morning light
Under the ray of sun
That showering me gold
Conversing my blood to turn blue and beaten
Barren is the land of the heart
Full of grass and shadow of the baobabs
Big and strong
Magnificently stand tall
Overpowering the bushes of daffodils
That always smiling to all the passers
Who carrying the burden of minds
Full of blood and fight
Struggle to stay sane
And it is condensending
What is it
The most powerful mind to date is that it is being the wall of the whelps
That is strange
Love that word
Love that memory
Bringing me joy
To fly to the imaginary land
Where all aRe friends
Till the day of doom
Still
We stay together
Hand in hand
March forward
To the oblivion of time
With full of blasts
That raining in the earlope
Earlier than this
Stingy as bee
Stinging the surface
Which is full of chocolate drops
in your blessing
there was negative in me
there was negative happening to me
i must accept it all
i must be strong
i must be tough
all has its time
whatever happen i must do it
dont get negative nomore
Maybe that thing
Mr NY
Wow
That is scary
And I lost at my train of thought
Let it be
It did happen
And it will happen
Just accept the consequences
And finally run to the light
And become sublime
In all acpests of life
This stupidity
don't blaMe her
Blame me
That was that
The plan to date
That must be it
And the interlocution
What is intermezzo
Nothing come to mind
It is blocked
Scary isn't it
That must be it
Just let her be
Just let them be
Don't disturb the flow
Let's dance with the water sheds
Again
Don't blame her
Blame me
Again let her be
Let concentrate on this
Gain the consciousness of brain
Remembering the tenancy of lying
Even the breathing
Did I disturb her
Blame me
What now
Me realizing the mistake
You have to keep fighting until you get there
You have to keep praying until you get there
Many people crashed
Hit by the money instituion
Hit by official institutions
Hit by the old office
and all of that makes me sad
make me down
I'm afraid
that those things can cancel me
cancel my happiness
cancel me going there
to far away place
to the dreamland
dear you
please help me
to overcome all the burdens
to overcome all the problems
to overcome all the obstacles
please protect me from all of them
who had bad intentions toward me
I'm very afraid
I don't have the power to fight them
i don't have the capacity at their level
they are so up high in the sky
i am always laying low
dancing with the ants underground
I asked in secret
so that my roots are firmly connected
in a foreign land
full color
full of happiness
God willing
like my dream
it's too torturous here
lots of destruction
lots of betrayal
many knives stabbed in the back
lots of sweet smiles full of fakeness
many beautiful words are misleading
but if you insist that my place is here
so I ask you
to give me happiness
with all my limitations
to face wolves in sheep's clothing
because all this time I couldn't
to be strong and tough
facing deception and insults full of deceit