Saturday, July 20, 2024

20 juli 24 sabtu

 




20 juli 24 sabtu

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wrg

allahuakbar


congratz to me... bismillah




 

With full of blasts

 




They did it

 Forcing me to pray

Again And again

Never stop

Till the d day

That is scary

So many times

I got blocked

That is almost killing me 

That is almost ruining me

But I force myself to stand back up again

In the morning light

Under the ray of sun

That showering me gold

Conversing my blood to turn blue and beaten

Barren is the land of the heart

Full of grass and shadow of the baobabs 

Big and strong

Magnificently stand tall

Overpowering the bushes of daffodils

That always smiling to all the passers

Who carrying the burden of minds

Full of blood and fight

Struggle to stay sane

And it is condensending

What is it

The most powerful mind to date is that it is being the wall of the whelps

That is strange

Love that word

Love that memory

Bringing me joy

To fly to the imaginary land

Where all aRe friends

Till the day of doom

Still

We stay together 

Hand in hand

March forward

To the oblivion of time

With full of blasts

That raining in the earlope

Earlier than this

Stingy as bee

Stinging the surface

Which is full of chocolate drops


Blame me

 




in your blessing

there was negative in me

there was negative happening to me

i must accept it all

i must be strong

i must be tough

all has its time

whatever happen i must do it

dont get negative nomore

Maybe that thing

Mr NY

Wow

That is scary

And I lost at my train of thought

Let it be

It did happen

And it will happen

Just accept the consequences

And finally run to the light

And become sublime

In all acpests of life

This stupidity 

don't blaMe her

Blame me

That was that

The plan to date

That must be it

And the interlocution

What is intermezzo

Nothing come to mind

It is blocked

Scary isn't it

That must be it

Just let her be

Just let them be

Don't disturb the flow

Let's dance with the water sheds

Again

Don't blame her

Blame me

Again let her be

Let concentrate on this

Gain the consciousness of brain

Remembering the tenancy of lying

Even the breathing

Did I disturb her

Blame me

What now

Me realizing the mistake


dancing with the ants underground

 




You have to keep fighting until you get there

You have to keep praying until you get there


Many people crashed

Hit by the money instituion

Hit by official institutions

Hit by the old office

and all of that makes me sad

make me down

I'm afraid

that those things can cancel me

cancel my happiness

cancel me going there

to far away place

to the dreamland

dear you

please help me

to overcome all the burdens

to overcome all the problems

to overcome all the obstacles

please protect me from all of them

who had bad intentions toward me

I'm very afraid

I don't have the power to fight them

i don't have the capacity at their level

they are so up high in the sky

i am always laying low

dancing with the ants underground


just you and only you

 



just you and only you

I asked in secret

so that my roots are firmly connected

in a foreign land

full color

full of happiness

God willing

like my dream

it's too torturous here

lots of destruction

lots of betrayal

many knives stabbed in the back

lots of sweet smiles full of fakeness

many beautiful words are misleading

but if you insist that my place is here

so I ask you

to give me happiness

with all my limitations

to face wolves in sheep's clothing

because all this time I couldn't

to be strong and tough

facing deception and insults full of deceit