But it think this is not the earth thing…………………..

This is a heaven thing………………….. This is your area………………….. With this program………………….. I will be good in English………………….. After that I will teach English better………………….. Thus the kids got good in english………………….. Thus the kids can get good jobs………………….. Thus in other words I help them………………….. Helping is your thing………………….. So this is also your program …………………..

But not anymore…………………..

The one is becoming more important………………….. But all is your plan………………….. I surrender………………….. I still apply for this one………………….. If I get through………………….. I do this first………………….. Then you………………….. If I don’t get through………………….. Then I directly go to you …………………..

If there is nobody…………………..

He will be bad’………………….. Act bad………………….. Talk bad………………….. Everything bad………………….. I don’t know………………….. I cant grasp it………………….. But something is bad about him………………….. May god help him…………………..

Being confident to pass…………………..

I want to pass………………….. With his blessing………………….. With his permission………………….. So be it………………….. I will pass………………….. And will be far away from all evils………………….. That exists here………………….. So I will get another program………………….. Of my won………………….. Being very thin………………….. Coz nobody will force me to eat………………….. All the time …………………..

The Philippine…………………..

Remember………………….. There were many movies from there………………….. But I cant find it now………………….. So many cute things…………………..………………….. Want to eat them all………………….. Crazy stupid bitch………………….. What sound is it………………….. Very annoying………………….. Disturbing………………….. I cant hear her………………….. She is good………………….. Her English………………….. It makes me enjoy her presentation………………….. New knowledge………………….. About money………………….. Saving …………………..

Sore throat…………………..

Stomach ache………………….. It has been for some days………………….. I have been to the doctor………………….. I had taken the medicines………………….. But it is not healed………………….. The thought………………….. Because of the water………………….. Because of what they say………………….. Thus I think negatively………………….. But I am afraid they are right………………….. So tomorrow I will not buy again………………….. The ones like yesterday………………….. Changing to others………………….. Maybe it will heal me………………….. Make me healthy………………….. Make me not sick………………….. Bismilah………………….. May god bless it …………………..

Distraction…………………..

The news is so big………………….. Becoming worrying………………….. There is something hidden………………….. But what………………….. Sorry………………….. Negative thought………………….. But it is usually like that………………….. The one comes again………………….. Wish it is mine………………….. Crazy thought………………….. Stupid bitch………………….. He is so good………………….. His English is so smooth………………….. Nature like language………………….. Damn………………….. I am so jealous …………………..

There are two programs…………………..

The same level of important to me………………….. If I can I will do both………………….. All with your permission………………….. Then………………….. This I ask for your permission………………….. To take the earth thing first………………….. But eventually it is your heavenly thing………………….. And after that………………….. I will visit you………………….. With all my heart………………….. My soul………………….. Bring all my dream………………….. My hope………………….. My want………………….. And I hope you grant all………………….. With full of love………………….. With full of blessing………………….. With full of grace………………….. With full of holiness………………….. Because I know………………….. Your love is unconditional …………………..

Long time ago…………………..

When I was in the previous program………………….. I ask for permission to the chief and I don’t get it………………….. While two other persons get it………………….. And they pass the selection………………….. Crying inside………………….. Now………………….. Ask permission to the vice chief………………….. Thx god get the green light………………….. Ask permission to the chief………………….. Thx got get the green light………………….. Ask permission to the dean………………….. Thx god get the green light………………….. Ask permission to the vice director………………….. Thx god get the green light………………….. I hope all of this is a clue that you are exist………………….. That you love me………………….. That you bless me …………………..

The plan is…………………..

To go there together………………….. With fam………………….. But I have this one program………………….. That I want it so bad………………….. May god forgive me………………….. For I choose the earth instead of heaven………………….. But I promise I will go to your house………………….. Later after I finish my program………………….. As my family plan………………….. If I go together………………….. My imaginary plan will not work out………………….. But if I go alone………………….. The chance that it will work is big………………….. Don’t you think so …………………..

Now…………………..

The presenters are from here………………….. I underestimate them at first………………….. But now my brain is changing………………….. They are great………………….. So much more beyond my grade………………….. And make me jealous………………….. You say jealous is a bad thing………………….. But this is a good jealous………………….. It makes me hope………………….. Hope to become like them………………….. Having education………………….. Knowledge………………….. Title………………….. And then………………….. I will share to all people………………….. Then………………….. This way you will never stop loving me …………………..

Asking the master…………………..

Moving to Europe………………….. With him and the baby………………….. For sometimes………………….. Living in peace………………….. And the first three come………………….. With their kids………………….. A lot of them………………….. We don’t get along well………………….. At first………………….. But finally………………….. We live in harmony………………….. So much fun………………….. With you in it………………….. With your blessing in it………………….. So much happiness………………….. Till the end of time………………….. Such a nice dream …………………..

His story…………………..

Telling that he got his degree from thai………………….. Oh my god………………….. My dream place………………….. Want to go there………………….. Want to study there………………….. So bad………………….. Dear god………………….. May you listen to this………………….. My pray………………….. My hope………………….. To go there………………….. To study there………………….. Smoothly………………….. And then………………….. Meeting them………………….. My people………………….. Being happy………………….. To the max………………….. With your blessing …………………..

The waving hand…………………..

Someone I know………………….. Being glad………………….. Being recognized………………….. Being acknowledged………………….. Still friend………………….. Thx god………………….. For all those reasons………………….. Me being very bad………………….. To him………………….. To them………………….. Dear god………………….. Thx god for all of this………………….. You give me friend………………….. You give me happiness………………….. Coz I know you love me………………….. Continually………………….. Never stop …………………..

Remembering last night…………………..

The plan………………….. Your house………………….. The end is near………………….. My imagination………………….. Getting there………………….. Being caught………………….. Crying a lot………………….. Disappearing………………….. Being taken………………….. Into my lovely imaginary world………………….. Being the fourth………………….. In the secret place………………….. Where nobody knows………………….. For sometimes………………….. Then the baby comes………………….. Then I must show myself………………….. Being seen………………….. With chain on my leg………………….. Being famous………………….. Being chased …………………..

Bismilah…………………..

It is me………………….. Now………………….. Attending the conference………………….. By myself………………….. Yesterday………………….. I was here………………….. But I was with someone else………………….. Who was very chitchat………………….. And I should comply………………….. Coz he is a senior………………….. Then I cant concentrate………………….. To understand what is going on………………….. In front of the room………………….. Whereas………………….. The speakers are foreigners………………….. And they are important to me………………….. Maybe god makes that situation………………….. With a hidden agenda………………….. Which I don’t know about it now………………….. But I will know it later …………………..

16 sep 17 sabtu……………………..

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15 sep 17 jumat……………………..

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14 sep 17 kamis……………………..

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9 sep 17 sabtu……………………..

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