I cant cry in front of them...................

I cant show my sad face................... I cant show off my sadness................... I must be tough................... I must be strong................... Although it is pretending................... Although the heart is crying................... Although the heart is screaming................... Let it be................... Only before you................... I will cry................... I will scream................... To satisfy myself................... Without stopping ...................

Afraid.................

Because she didnt reply................. Not reply yet................. My thought is going everywhere................. All of them negative................. Devil is everywhere................. Force myself................. To think positively................. I swear god................. Painful................. Afraid................. All of them is becoming one................. Stressed................. Want to meet you................. Want to go home to your house................. Where there will be no problem like this now.................

Made it in heaven....................

Everybody is.................... Me too.................... I am special.................... He made me that way.................... I am unique.................... He crates me that way.................... Take it easy.................... Everything will be ok.................... Slow your heart.................... Enjoy the process.................... Every single part of it.................... They precious.................... There will be lessons.................... Many of them.................... And you will glow.................... Shine throughout your life ....................

The pain is maximum.................

Because she didnt reply................. The message................. The phone................. The chat................. Then i got negative thinking................. A lot of them................. I must meet them................. And they will get angry with me................. And ask many things................. And ask to return things................. Dont want to meet them................. Want to avoid them................. Want everything is ok without meeting them................. The process could be done without them .................