You can create that kind of sorrow................

Where i cant cry over it................ And i know................ What i have done................ I just wait for the karma................ I deserve what is coming................ The run away is no use................ You will find me................ Everywhere................ On this world................ And beyond................ So i just stay still................ Stay here................ Wait for you................ To come................ To get me................

You show me greatness................

You show me love................ You show me care................ But you show me death................ The time after................ It is better for you................ To punch my face................ Than to pucnh my heart................ It is so damn hurt................ Fuck................ The pain is unbearable................ Drowning you................ Put you in the hollow state................ Just be numb................

Father father................

You never there................ You never say................ You never show................ What to do................ How to be................ Hate you................ The whole world................ Tell me how to kill you................ Tell me how to kick you................ The you inside me................ The you in the form of black................ Dark shadow of the heart................ Blacken my days................

And then you come to my head................

Creating the urge................ To go home................ To that house................ That has already gone................ Where to go................ There is nowhere................ I hate that part................ I cant handle that now................ I skip it................ Sorry................ You are too cruel................ To show that kind of thing................ To create that kind of thing................

How you can do that to them\................

But not me................ I want that too................ That kind of thing................ The thing that will make me happy................ In my opinion................ Dont know your opinion................ I am not you................ I can only guess................ You never tell................ Then again................ The signs................ Much of them................ Many of them................ Dont want to read it................ Just ignore it................ Believe what i want to believe................

The blood................

The bleeding................ The flowing red................ All over you................ All over your brain................ All over your thought................ All over your life................ It is never white................ From the start................ From the beginning................ You make this................ You want this................ What is the purpose................ What is the meaning................ Show me what it is................ Tell me what you want................

The last piece................

The yearning for fuel................ The longing for booster................ The missing for greatness................ The stupid soul................ Waiting for uncertainty................ But the song destroys you................ make you feel sad................ you said yourself................ you are the source of everything................ including this................ these things harbor you................ hold tight................ goodbye love................ you got the wrong person................ i have to go................ restraint the heart................ bear the pain................

The quarrel between them................

Not understanding what happens................ But get the feeling of badness................ Feel like i am in the middle................ And be a part of the fight................ Something connects with one of them................ Not want to take side................ But the hate for so long................ I thought it just me................ But not anymore................ There are many................ Being corrupted by that bitch................ The embodiment of a bastard................ Ask him................ To help me stay away................ To keep him far away................ To provide a giant gap................ Thus i will be happy................ To see from afar................ How he destroys himself................ Then i will dance................ To celebrate................ The winning of me................ The losing of you................ Sorry to say................ You are loser................

This is how you stand................

On the other side of the wall................ Looking at them................ Without touching................ No way of being close................ Even in your dream................ You just stay................ Admiring from afar................ Just like usual................ And i come to be still................ And you want me to be something else................ Not this................ At least that is how i feel................ Dont know what it will be................ Cant read you really................ Just interprete you................ As i want................ As i can................ On my level of understanding................ The way i judge the world................ And everything else................ Is the same with................ How the way i judge you................ From my side................ My point of view................ What please me................

And that is usually working................

Noone can take our happiness................ You make your own happiness................ The thing is................ They are tempting................ But unreachable................ And the devil comes too................ That devil................ And the devil that we cant see................ The transparent devil is the worst................ It gets you real deep................ And the show................ Thanks god................ It helps................ That is funny................ But the language remind you................ About the drama series................ There are many of them................ Makes you melow................ Run................ And run for more................ The love is not here................ Chase me................ Catch me................ If you can................ You are not it................ I want other................ I want more................ I want not you................ I want everything but you................

The plan is not getting hurt................

You promise yourself to be happy................ Just making friends................ And networking................ No hunting for pleasure................ For perfect creature................ Just be you................ Be happy................ And it will happen that way................ Believe it in your head................ Put it in your brain ................