i am afraid of my own home...............................

lord............................... love me please............................... dont make me like this............................... dont make situation like this............................... make it like before............................... as twice happening previously............................... make me dont care............................... but i will care to you............................... i will not ignore you............................... i will pray to you............................... i will whorship you'............................... i will report all to you............................... you are the only harbor............................... for my sailing ...............................

thx god.............................................

i go here............................................. free connection............................................. and all apps in cell suddenly updating by itself............................................. i hope i can do this often............................................. in the future............................................. make me happy............................................. mke them happy............................................. make everybody happy............................................. make you happy............................................. dear lord............................................. i am afraid............................................. you will punish me again............................................. dear lord............................................. love me please .............................................

kronologi............................

forgetting where i know the satan from............................ chat through app............................ meeting it............................ getting error............................ it was on june............................ then i got text from unknown numbers............................ it looks like it spies on me............................ it knows where my sis has her intern............................ i dont care............................ i reported it to baskoro............................ then it was on september i think............................ three satans come to my work place............................ the brother the wife the journalist............................ threathened me............................ i dont care............................ then i reported it to ryan............................ then it is on december............................ two people come to my place............................ the satan and his fren............................ i reported it to ryan and andre............................ i do scared a lot............................ it is different from before............................ i dont know why............................ lord help me please............................ lord protect me please ............................

22 des 18 sabtu..............................

atm.............................. pom.............................. dpmall.............................. cafe.............................. belanaj.............................. wrg.............................. allahuakbar..............................

21 des 18 jumat..............................

kamous.............................. pul.............................. masjid.............................. pul.............................. allahuakbar..............................

20 des 18 kamis..............................

wtg.............................. kampus.............................. bni.............................. allahuakbar..............................

19 des 18 rabu..............................

kampus.............................. bayar pajak motor.............................. fatima zahra.............................. kampus.............................. pucang gading acara kampus.............................. naik mobil bu fe w oamela.............................. kampus ambil motor.............................. allahuakbar..............................

18 des 18 selasa..............................

kampus.............................. bni w bmei pkamto banggun bikha adel.............................. pelangi cafe.............................. kampus ambil motor.............................. allahuakbar..............................

17 des 18 senen..............................

kampus.............................. bni with pamela.............................. kampus.............................. undip meet andre.............................. kampus.............................. alfa.............................. mlm ped.............................. net.............................. ngaji.............................. allahuakbar..............................

16 des 18 nminggu..............................

pom.............................. wrg.............................. gym.............................. om yono n om hari k rumah fixing roof.............................. ada setan.............................. allahuakbar..............................

15 des 18 sabtu..............................

dpmall.............................. alfa.............................. allhuakbar..............................

14 des 18 jumat..............................

dpmall.............................. meet wawan.............................. plg banjir.............................. but safe.............................. allhuakbar..............................

13 des 18 kamis..............................

wrg.............................. kampus.............................. pulgasik.............................. gym.............................. mlm w ciprut n saufa k ped.............................. jemput aunt ddian din.............................. java.............................. dinner.............................. ped ambil mobil.............................. allahuakbar..............................

12 des 18 rabu..............................

kampus.............................. mlm javamall.............................. meet nina n ahmed.............................. nonton.............................. allahuakbar'..............................

11 des 18 selasa …………………………………………….

11 des 18 selasa.............................. kampus.............................. pulgasik.............................. dpt kejutan ciprut.............................. allahuakbar..............................

afraid of the satan.....................................

stupid..................................... dont be afraid of the satan..................................... afraid of his wrath..................................... believe in him..................................... believe that he will help..................................... there are a lot of unseen angels..................................... the neighbors..................................... people in this city..................................... friends in this city..................................... family in this city..................................... people in the world..................................... friends in the world..................................... family in the world .....................................…………………………

lord..........................

i hope it is the last.......................... i dont order double.......................... i dont order extra.......................... i am trying.......................... lord.......................... make me strong.......................... dont make me waek of temptation.......................... here is full of those.......................... help me please.......................... lead me to your place.......................... the free one.......................... the cheap one.......................... the one that full of socialitaion ..........................

lord.............................

enough of this fear............................. enough of this torture............................. enough of this punishment............................. i am reaaly afraid............................. i promise............................. i will not be naughty anymore............................. i will be a good boy............................. waiting for your package............................. i will make myself worthy............................. so you will a valuable partner for me .............................

that person......................

looking at me...................... me looking at it...................... several times our eyes meet...................... locked...................... i dont know what to do...................... lord...................... tell me what to do...................... if it is good for me...................... make it close to me...................... if it is bad for me...................... make it far away from me...................... i dont want to be alone...................... i want a partner...................... who can be my leader...................... lead me to you ......................

all the things in this world are pseudo…………………………………………………..

even what is already in hand is mirage………………………………………………….. what is in hand doesn’t mean it is for us………………………………………………….. satanic false hope………………………………………………….. I thought what I have in hand is securely mine………………………………………………….. thus I do everything carelessly………………………………………………….. I make it to the max style………………………………………………….. and it turns out all of that is fake………………………………………………….. all of that is mirage………………………………………………….. he took it all away………………………………………………….. left me behind hopelessly………………………………………………….. full of blood and pus………………………………………………….. crying inside continuously………………………………………………….. inside the heart and soul …………………………………………………..

the connection is error…………………………………………………..

I have a lot to do………………………………………………….. I am confused………………………………………………….. I am stressed………………………………………………….. lord help me please………………………………………………….. I want to go home………………………………………………….. I want to meet my bike………………………………………………….. I want to find it in another place………………………………………………….. at aunt place………………………………………………….. at café………………………………………………….. but I am poor now………………………………………………….. don’t do it in café………………………………………………….. it is expensive………………………………………………….. make it at aunt place………………………………………………….. it is free………………………………………………….. but I should bear all the condition …………………………………………………..

mrw…………………………………………………..

want it………………………………………………….. but I don’t know………………………………………………….. if it is good for me or not………………………………………………….. lord help me please………………………………………………….. show me the way………………………………………………….. make it close if it is good for me………………………………………………….. make it far if it is bad for me………………………………………………….. lord help me please………………………………………………….. don’t give me false hope………………………………………………….. don’t make me sad………………………………………………….. don’t fly me high………………………………………………….. if in the end you make me fall …………………………………………………..

remember old time…………………………………………………..

have a police as a lover………………………………………………….. now regretting it………………………………………………….. want to go back to that time………………………………………………….. feeling stupid………………………………………………….. why did I have to let it go………………………………………………….. now feel insecure………………………………………………….. being chased by satan………………………………………………….. want to have that back………………………………………………….. so I will feel safe………………………………………………….. I will be calm………………………………………………….. lord help me please………………………………………………….. bring it back to me………………………………………………….. make me safe………………………………………………….. make me calm………………………………………………….. make me happy …………………………………………………..

all my notes are gone…………………………………………………..

coz my lap suddenly dead………………………………………………….. it is my fault………………………………………………….. I did not charge………………………………………………….. and I left it on the table………………………………………………….. making me stressed………………………………………………….. and now the connection is error too………………………………………………….. lord help me please………………………………………………….. make it work smoothly………………………………………………….. save my things nicely………………………………………………….. make it last long………………………………………………….. thus I can work………………………………………………….. making income for living………………………………………………….. and I will give my life to you………………………………………………….. my work………………………………………………….. my socialization\………………………………………………….. my salary………………………………………………….. my love………………………………………………….. my laugh………………………………………………….. my smile………………………………………………….. my cry………………………………………………….. my happiness………………………………………………….. my sadness ………………………………………………….. my everything …………………………………………………..

motorbike…………………………………………………..

I did buy food………………………………………………….. for the first time………………………………………………….. in that place………………………………………………….. then the seller borrowed my moto………………………………………………….. I didi not feel good\………………………………………………….. afraid that he will steal my moto………………………………………………….. in the name of lord………………………………………………….. I hope everything will be ok………………………………………………….. lord help me please………………………………………………….. lord protect me please………………………………………………….. from bad people………………………………………………….. who have evil intention for me………………………………………………….. I am afraid of that kind of thing………………………………………………….. I give you my all………………………………………………….. you are my everything………………………………………………….. without you I am nothing …………………………………………………..

his text makes me hurt\………………………………………..

now he doesn’t really care about me……………………………………….. I can see it through his text……………………………………….. I must fight alone……………………………………….. lord help me please……………………………………….. send me friends……………………………………….. should I report to aan……………………………………….. but the most important thing is to report to you……………………………………….. I give it all to you……………………………………….. all my problems……………………………………….. that satan……………………………………….. myself……………………………………….. all of me……………………………………….. my fear……………………………………….. I hope you come soon……………………………………….. to help me……………………………………….. to hold mev……………………………………….. to save me ………………………………………..

little kids at campus………………………………………..

many times seeing them……………………………………….. in the hall……………………………………….. making me want to have kids……………………………………….. lord help me please……………………………………….. allow me to have kids……………………………………….. allow me to adopt kids……………………………………….. many of them……………………………………….. lord help me please……………………………………….. allow me to be a parent……………………………………….. guide me to be a good father……………………………………….. lord help me please……………………………………….. allow me to love kids……………………………………….. allow me to prove myself……………………………………….. to you……………………………………….. showing all my strength……………………………………….. to the max……………………………………….. for you ………………………………………..

when I am in the traffic light………………………………………..

I become afraid of that satan……………………………………….. he comes to my mind constantly……………………………………….. when I am in the parking lot ……………………………………….. I am afraid of satan……………………………………….. everybody seems like him to me……………………………………….. when I am in the street……………………………………….. I am afraid of satan……………………………………….. the one behind me looks like him……………………………………….. or just my imagination……………………………………….. I don’t know……………………………………….. I am going crazy……………………………………….. lord help me please……………………………………….. lord protect me please……………………………………….. the things in the fence makes me afraid……………………………………….. when sis goes to home town……………………………………….. getting afraid of being left alone……………………………………….. when she is here……………………………………….. getting afraid that the satan will disturb her……………………………………….. lord help my family please……………………………………….. lord protect my family please ………………………………………..

I remember the satan in the pray room………………………………………..

I am very afraid……………………………………….. want to cry……………………………………….. it is very heavy burden……………………………………….. a lot of problems come to me……………………………………….. when I watch film……………………………………….. I am afraid that the satan come……………………………………….. I become sensitive to all things……………………………………….. it is very uncomfortable……………………………………….. lord help me please……………………………………….. lord protect me please……………………………………….. in the morning I am afraid again……………………………………….. in the name of lord……………………………………….. lord help me please……………………………………….. lord protect me please ………………………………………..