sad……………………….

weird………………………. I want something forbidden………………………. It is difficult………………………. I cant have that………………………. Make me depressed………………………. I make myself a hard life to live………………………. In reality………………………. Who forbid it………………………. Who make the rule………………………. What is good from this forbidding………………………. What is the use of this rule………………………. It sucks………………………. Want to be free………………………. Is there………………………. Land of freedom in this universe………………………. Where ……………………….

Afraid……………………….

If god is angry………………………. Then………………………. My life would be difficult………………………. Sad………………………. Pathetic………………………. Hard………………………. The solution is………………………. Do not make god angry………………………. Go home………………………. Ask for forgiveness………………………. To parents………………………. To mom………………………. Although it is hard………………………. Must try it………………………. With all you might ……………………….

Seeing a friend go home……………………….

Go to her hometown………………………. I want that too………………………. But I have a lot of things to do………………………. I want to visit my hometown too………………………. But I have imagined………………………. That will not like it there………………………. Afraid………………………. Confused………………………. Sad………………………. What should I do………………………. That is that………………………. Just be here………………………. A lot of things to do………………………. There are so many of them………………………. I hope god understand………………………. I hope god bless it ……………………….

The anger in me…………….

The sleepy in me……………. Oh my god……………. Cannot do this……………. Fighting……………. Fighting hard……………. Two exaggerating powers……………. Two powerful forces……………. The sleepiness……………. The hunger……………. The anger……………. Oh my god……………. And it keeps coming……………. Again and again……………. Never stop …………….

Fail …………….

The plan is not to do fasting……………. Take the coffee and snack……………. But it seems he does not approve……………. So that is why……………. I got very annoyed……………. Angry……………. Irritated……………. And become weird……………. Do not know what to do……………. And plus……………. niz is annoying……………. ask for more……………. sad……………. very sad……………. should I let him go …………………… oh my god……………. I have a problem in me right now……………. And there is another coming in……………. Oh my god……………. That was very scary……………. But thank god……………. I survived that …………….