he doesn’t like being in a rush ………………………

and he forbids me to show off ……………………… maybe it is a test from him ……………………… to test the limit of my patience ……………………… they said that you don’t like everything in a hurry ……………………… I should not rush you ……………………… I should let everything flows in its own time ……………………… and maybe this is my punishment ……………………… in my head I have a plan ……………………… to show off before them ……………………… I will fill out the online form first ……………………… I will finish it first ……………………… I will go to the office first ……………………… I will have my document first ……………………… then I will tell in group ……………………… that is cocky ……………………… and it is my punishment ………………………

sick again ………………………

thx u lord ……………………… you give me ill ……………………… they said this is the sign that you love me ……………………… this is the sign that you test me ……………………… I hope you give me strength to face your test ……………………… they said that you will not give test beyond my ability ……………………… so I think I can handle all of it ……………………… I hope you cure me soon ……………………… and I hope this is become my sins eraser ……………………… as they said ……………………… as you promise to us ………………………

here comes another problem ………………………

after a long wait ……………………… the data from there is finally here ……………………… but another problem arise ……………………… we cant directly apply with the data we have ……………………… we are informed that for applying we need to hold the authentic letter from there ……………………… ……………………… so we wait again ……………………… ……………………… ……………………… they send to my country ……………………… my country sends to us ……………………… in the name of lord ……………………… I hope there will be no more problem after this ……………………… in the name of the almighty ……………………… I hope he make everything smooth ……………………… I hope he bless all of this ………………………

fund related ………………………

maybe my country and that country need a long time to get the deal because it is related to fund ……………………… after I got email from there ……………………… now I know that each person needs a lot of fund ……………………… thx lord my country promises to pay all ……………………… in the name of lord I hope there is no news that tells country cancels the program ……………………… in the name of lord I hope lord blesses this program ……………………… in the name of lord I hope I will get something positive from this program ……………………… I will get supervisor ……………………… I will get my doctoral program ……………………… I will get scholarship ……………………… in the name of lord ……………………… he is the almighty ………………………

lord……………………………………………

vis is not clear yet…………………………………………… lord…………………………………………… help me please…………………………………………… help us please…………………………………………… send the letter from there…………………………………………… and make all processes smooth after thatour process in embassy…………………………………………… and or consulate………………………………………………………………………………………… make it fast and clear…………………………………………… and also make our meeting smooth…………………………………………… sorry lord…………………………………………… I ask for many…………………………………………… I am afraid…………………………………………… that all of this will be cancelled ……………………………………………

lord…………………..

punish them all………………….. the bad ones………………….. the ones being on the bureaucracy………………….. lord…………………..………………….. help them………………….. the victims in the broken………………….. make them strong………………….. give them patience………………….. send them help………………….. they love you………………….. they need you………………….. they are your servants………………….. they are your creations………………….. they are your responsibility………………….. you are the great …………………..

the broken…………………..

the news boils you inside………………….. there are helps but they reject it………………….. being thrown away………………….. it is annoying………………….. disheartening………………….. meanwhile the victims in dire need of help………………….. there are many of them………………….. and they did not have the help yet………………….. they need it badly………………….. the reason is being absurd………………….. there is no permit………………….. meanwhile all knows that our bureaucracy is hell-like………………….. and a lot of corruption………………….. must give things to many parties………………….. so we will have smooth process in bureaucracy …………………..

kiss the love kill the hate…………………..

and dance under the rain………………….. your tears hidden away………………….. annoying feeling burns you inside………………….. put you in bad mood………………….. it is only pray can help you………………….. nurture all the positive inside you………………….. till all of them grop up into beautiful creature………………….. and you will be proud of yourself………………….. roaring to the world of what you become………………….. people will always be happy about love………………….. and they will never give up about love………………….. nonskid your being as hatred will slip away………………….. generate generosity to all the hatred-infected people………………….. enlightening them to the sunrise at the end of the path………………….. raising awareness of being always nice………………….. and we are happy………………….. nightie we wear to show our being …………………..

bigotry is not for us lovely people…………………..

only love we have in our heart………………….. tamp all the feeling that re positive in our brain………………….. taunt them who always have the negativity………………….. o lord our savior………………….. more pain for them who have bad intention………………….. temerity for conquering all the bad guys………………….. invisible is all we are facing the cruels………………….. nomad always moving and hunting the bads………………….. going never to stop until they die………………….. going always to hunt and kill them all………………….. inspiring the next generation to do the same………………….. put them all under the dirt………………….. until we have our smile in our heart………………….. thaw all the hatred in our brain………………….. it is important to be pure………………….. honestly we love you dearly …………………..

gigantic of the tool of fun…………………..

adventurous beong the person who can always change partner………………….. nausea to always have only one………………….. tactful when need to love for all partners………………….. everything is in its place………………….. neuter is equal to all lovers………………….. going to be caring to them all………………….. sweet memories will be created………………….. enough is not here anymore as always want for more………………….. kill and kiss the joy of cry………………….. situation is hot when all gather together………………….. it is always wonderful being surrounded by love………………….. going to be amazing when love is all around………………….. everything will be fabulous when all eyes stares of love………………….. deny all the hate inside your heart………………….. it is time to be consumed by the heavenly happiness …………………..

lechery is what mostly in their brain…………………..

overwrought then they not need to worry about………………….. vigil brain is mode on………………….. eerie what they feel when they cant………………….. miniscule what it is being on their fear………………….. enmesh all the feeling of any kind………………….. unctuous so that people see his positive………………….. newt is what they escape in mind………………….. calyx is the place to hide it all………………….. ordain the surrounds as haven………………….. notoriety is being chased………………….. devoid all the care being received………………….. inasmuch love is not around anymore………………….. though you try so hard………………….. it is still not in your hand………………….. of course you feel angry………………….. nothing is as important as it is………………….. and you still running after it………………….. lectern of heart being built………………….. leathery blood just passing through………………….. your heart is being ignored all at once …………………..

11 okt 18 kamis……………………………………………

alfamrt…………………………………………… wrg…………………………………………… ped eror…………………………………………… klinik…………………………………………… kampus…………………………………………… allahuakbar……………………………………………

10 okt 18 rabu……………………………………………

gym…………………………………………… pom…………………………………………… fatimazahra…………………………………………… kampus…………………………………………… romani tilik anaknya butina w yayan widya aurora lilik…………………………………………… kampus………………………………………………………………………………………… mlm pijet…………………………………………… allahuakbar……………………………………………

9 okt 18 selasa……………………………………………

kampus…………………………………………… mlm ped…………………………………………… net…………………………………………… ngaji…………………………………………… indmrt…………………………………………… allahuakbar……………………………………………

8 okt 18 senen……………………………………………

kampus…………………………………………… mlm wrg…………………………………………… javamall…………………………………………… meet nina n ahmednonton…………………………………………… allahuakbar……………………………………………

7 okt 18 minggu……………………………………………

hotel grasia seminar unnes…………………………………………… mlm alfrmt…………………………………………… wrg…………………………………………… allahuakbar……………………………………………

6 okt 18 sabtu……………………………………………

seminar unnes at hotel grasia…………………………………………… dinus ngajar toefl…………………………………………… grasia…………………………………………… allahuakbar……………………………………………

5 okt 18 jumat……………………………………………

kampus…………………………………………… sedok bebek w bumei bika buanggun…………………………………………… kampus…………………………………………… pul…………………………………………… mlm alfamart…………………………………………… ped net…………………………………………… ngaji…………………………………………… allahuakbar……………………………………………

4 okt 18 kamis……………………………………………

alfamart…………………………………………… wrg…………………………………………… kampus…………………………………………… lunch w dewi…………………………………………… kampus…………………………………………… allahuakbar……………………………………………

3 okt 18 rabu……………………………………………

kampus…………………………………………… gym…………………………………………… allahuakbar……………………………………………

2 okt 18 selasa ……………………………………………………………………………

kampus…………………………………………… indosat…………………………………………… kampus…………………………………………… what…………………………………………… ped ngaji…………………………………………… net…………………………………………… allahuakbar……………………………………………