dear you
i dont go to this place often
but then again
i really need to do so
and it is shocking
it kills me
dont have a place to tell
so i turn to you
you are the only place
please listen to me
i need you
give me comfort please
hug me please
squeeze me please
i need that a lot
hope they dont cheat
i am afraid of that kind of thing
sorry for being stupid
sorry for being negative
but this thoughts is apperaing so easily
i tried so hard to repress them
but i failed
i will do better next time
i promise
forcing myself to be strong
as i believe youw ill be on my side
forever and ever
