Romantic movies……………………………………

Make me hallucinating…………………………………… Imagination runs wild…………………………………… Wish goes high…………………………………… Want it like that…………………………………… Want it the perfect one…………………………………… But all that is just a fantasy…………………………………… All that is imagination…………………………………… All that is dream…………………………………… But I still want it like that…………………………………… Asking to him…………………………………… For him sending me one…………………………………… Maybe he will send one…………………………………… As long as I am good…………………………………… Thus he will send a good one too ……………………………………

Being forty……………………………………

It should be old…………………………………… It should be mature…………………………………… But I don’t feel old…………………………………… I don’t feel mature…………………………………… The way I think is like a child…………………………………… The way I act is like children…………………………………… Let all be…………………………………… Don’t over think it…………………………………… It will make you stressed…………………………………… Let all runs by itself…………………………………… In his corridor…………………………………… I hope he will accompany me…………………………………… I hope he will be in my side…………………………………… Till the end ……………………………………

Crying cycle……………………………………

Feeling weird…………………………………… But feeling good at the same time…………………………………… When that time comes…………………………………… Crying all out…………………………………… Eventhough the trigger is very small…………………………………… It can still make me cry my heart out…………………………………… Let it be…………………………………… As long as others don’t know…………………………………… Hiding mode on…………………………………… Being alone…………………………………… Enjoying one self…………………………………… Doing it one self…………………………………… Along with him ………………………………………………………