it is not comfortable to be close to senior……………………………………..

or someone who has power…………………………………….. they ask for help all the time…………………………………….. I shoult monitor the test till six…………………………………….. I must be strong…………………………………….. if he allows…………………………………….. there must be something behind all this…………………………………….. don’t know yet…………………………………….. but hope lord tell me soon ……………………………………..

i did see a man between sellers.................................

my heart beats so fast................................. very afraid................................. thx god there is pamela................................. and i took different road................................. but still afraid................................. i hope this instinct is wrong................................. lord help me please................................. lord protect me please................................. the feeling is so strong................................. i should not be afraid................................. afraid only to him................................. if there is a problem................................. i should ask for help to mrr and mra................................. maybe they are the extension of god's hands...................................

why should afraid to people with backup...................................

police................................... thugs................................... dont be afraid................................... afraid to those who has god's backup................................... and if you can you should have it too................................... you should have god's backup................................... the way is................................... become his lover................................... become his favourite................................... stay away from all his forbidding................................... do all his command................................... love him................................... he will love you back................................... love him big................................... he will love you bigger ...................................

he took a long time to answer it ...................................

make me nervous ................................... damn ................................... i feel like a teenager being in love ................................... like waiting for chat from lover ................................... expected to get replied so much ................................... lord help me please ................................... give me a clue ................................... is it good for me ................................... if it is good for me ................................... make it close ................................... if it is bad for me ................................... make it far ...................................

mro and mrg................................

share all my problems to them................................ about the satan................................ being very nervous doing that................................ i dont know why................................ i hope both of them good people................................ who can help me................................ i hope both of them are his extension................................ i hope they are not fake................................ i hope they are not imitation................................ i hope they are not bad people................................ i am still afraid................................ even after sharing all the problems................................ this feeling is gone................................ lord i love you................................ lord help me please................................ lord protect me please................................

30 des 18 minggu.....................

ped eror..................... klinik..................... apotek..................... dpmall..................... meet oriel n gabriel..................... allahuakbar.....................

29 des 18 sabtu.....................

ped..................... fatimazahra..................... dpmall..................... nonton..................... pul..................... mlm alfa..................... rapat rt..................... allahuakbar.....................

28 des 18 jumat.....................

kampus..................... pamela..................... setan????..................... allahuakbar.....................

27 des 18 kamis.....................

kampus..................... florian w bikha banggun..................... kampus..................... alfa..................... allahuakbar.....................

26 des 18 rabu.....................

kampus..................... alfa..................... allahuakbar.....................

25 des 18 selasa.....................

pbroto bmei bikha ayah hafiz kakak k rmh..................... giant with them..................... except pbroto..................... ngantar pamela..................... diantar bmei..................... allahuakbar.....................

24 des 18 senen.....................

seharian d rumah..................... siang ped eror..................... pul..................... mlm k ped..................... net..................... ngaji..................... allahuakbar.....................

23 des 18 minggu ..............................

23 des 18 minggu..................... wrg..................... ped net..................... parent n sis come..................... allahuakbar.....................