god…………………………………..

can I do first………………………………….. the plan is………………………………….. if I had gotten the rector’s letter………………………………….. then I am confirmed to go………………………………….. then I postpone going to your home………………………………….. but this is taking too long for the rector’s letter………………………………….. can I postpone going to your place………………………………….. whatever the result will be………………………………….. like committing a sin………………………………….. come before you………………………………….. too much self confident………………………………….. afraid of being accurst………………………………….. god help me please …………………………………..

community service……………………….

it is confusing………………………. want to protest………………………. but don’t know how………………………. one side says that I need to report two of them each year………………………. but the other says that I am only allowed to do it once a year………………………. what the hell………………………. why don’t you two compromise………………………. and not make people like me confused………………………. you are the one who hold the position………………………. who have the responsibility about the rule………………………. but this kind of rule is suck………………………. mrh did ask me to join his program………………………. but mrr and mrsi reject me………………………. they said I had done it once this year………………………. holy ef………………………. you are cruel ……………………….

it is good……………………….

meeting mra in mall………………………. he gives me advice………………………. thus I know what to do………………………. thx god I met him………………………. it is scary………………………. mrsp says I can enter there………………………. coz it is my name………………………. I hope it is not true………………………. I am afraid………………………. and dad makes me nervous………………………. he seems always asking rector’s letter………………………. I did submit my request more than a week………………………. but he had not given me letter yet………………………. so I just wait………………………. that is all I can do………………………. but dad keeps asking………………………. that makes me nervous as hell………………………. and the letter too………………………. dear mr rector………………………. why had not you approved my request yet………………………. I know you busy………………………. but the longer you make me wait………………………. the heavier the stressed I feel in my head and heart………………………. help me please………………………. dear lord………………………. if it is for me………………………. I will accept it gladly………………………. if it is not for me………………………. let me not suffer too much………………………. I have so many rejections………………………. but………………………. still………………………. I love you dearly ……………………….