Something is going on......................

And you dont tell me...................... I am confused...................... You are really a bad person...................... Come without invitation...................... Go without saying goodbye...................... Come to bring hope...................... Go leaving the pain...................... Your love is fake...................... Bullshit...................... All is painful...................... But i continue to hope...................... For you to come back...................... Why stupid ......................

Nice heart doesnt go with nice life......................

Nice intention doesnt go with nice paradise...................... What is that called...................... To let go is never easy...................... To forgive is the hardest...................... To let gi what i should forgive is betond my realm...................... I really cant...................... I tried so hard...................... Many times ...................... It is sickening...................... I fail all the time ......................

This is crazy......................

I got carried away...................... And this is bad...................... I am not feeling good...................... You kill me so bad...................... You are expert in this kind of thing...................... Many times you do...................... Many times i try to heal...................... Many times you drag me down again...................... And again...................... Trouble in paradise...................... The head is chaotic...................... The brain is damaged...................... Beyond believe ......................

I meet the story again......................

The hard life...................... Taken away...................... My heart and soul...................... Crazy bitch...................... Those are insane...................... Compare to me...................... Mine...................... So...................... Why do i always complain...................... Always...................... Lunatic...................... Tell me god...................... Lead me the way...................... This feeling is so frustrating...................... I am afraid...................... I am losing my mind ......................

They have what i want......................

I dont have...................... And i want it...................... And i want you to show me...................... How can i get one...................... Then...................... The saying goes...................... ...................... When you think what you want is good for you...................... Whereas it isnt...................... But that saying doesnt satisfy me...................... My heart still longs for it...................... Badly ......................

He got what i want......................

I dont...................... How can i get that one...................... God help me...................... Tell me how...................... They go places where i want to go...................... I dont go there yet...................... I am not able to yet...................... Dear god...................... Tell me how ......................

Missing sutiyah......................

Missing sutiyah...................... Damn...................... Feel not good...................... The feeling is undescribeable...................... Want to scream...................... Calling...................... Love...................... Who is love...................... Who is he...................... Who is they...................... Who is me...................... Dont know the answer ......................

I wonder what are you doing to me......................

With this kind of heart...................... With this kind of life...................... With this kind of desire...................... The sound of the night...................... Calling me to join them...................... In the dark...................... In the cold...................... Wandering with the wind...................... Whispering to the sky...................... Gazing to the star...................... Smiling to the moon...................... Everything is partying ......................