the ladies are cooking in my place……………………………………

thx lord…………………………………… my place got famous…………………………………… there will be gathering later this night…………………………………… sending gratitude to him I guess…………………………………… along with the neighbors…………………………………… hoping I can join…………………………………… hoping the ceremony will run smoothly…………………………………… hoping I can get along with neighbors…………………………………… hoping I can talk nonsense…………………………………… hoping I am not nervous…………………………………… hoping I am not afraid…………………………………… hoping me being ordinary…………………………………… hoping the result will be extra ordinary…………………………………… hoping h likes this…………………………………… hoping he likes me…………………………………… hoping he accompanies me ……………………………………

she asks me to do translation again……………………………………

the boss she is…………………………………… cannot say no of course…………………………………… just doing it…………………………………… grudging inside at first…………………………………… but now I am enjoying it…………………………………… I force myself to enjoy everything come to my face…………………………………… including this…………………………………… having positive thoughts always…………………………………… and there will be positive things come to my way…………………………………… don’t expect things from her…………………………………… expects things from him…………………………………… asking this…………………………………… the study thang…………………………………… dear lord…………………………………… it is making me very sad…………………………………… I had failed many times…………………………………… and my friends got succeeded…………………………………… and it is making me jealous…………………………………… and I should not be jealous…………………………………… sending prays for them…………………………………… hoping their luck will get my way…………………………………… being afraid…………………………………… this age doesn’t stop…………………………………… worrying that I will be in the blacklist…………………………………… as of this kind of stupid reason ……………………………………

and all is well……………………………………

I take the service from campus…………………………………… my ex students…………………………………… many lecturers trust him…………………………………… I did trust him…………………………………… but something happen…………………………………… and I hate him…………………………………… and I remember having bad thoughts…………………………………… so it was my own mistake…………………………………… now I use him again…………………………………… and it is ok…………………………………… just buying a new charger…………………………………… that is all…………………………………… others are fine ……………………………………

lappy is error……………………………………

the chargr cannot connect…………………………………… making me stressed deeply…………………………………… in the name of tlord…………………………………… that thing…………………………………… being calm is required…………………………………… all is having its own reasonings…………………………………… in the name of lord…………………………………… go to the service place tomorrow…………………………………… in the name of lord…………………………………… and I should go to school…………………………………… to mark my students’ practice…………………………………… going to campus to do finger print…………………………………… going to matahari…………………………………… the service place…………………………………… just like old time…………………………………… in the name of lord…………………………………… all will be fine ………………………………………………..

it takes a long time………………………………………………………

must be patient……………………………………………………… after this all will be smooth……………………………………………………… in the name of the lord……………………………………………………… I hope there will be no error in the future……………………………………………………… I hope all will be fine in the future……………………………………………………… I hope all is safe in the future……………………………………………………… I hope all will run smoothly in the future……………………………………………………… and that……………………………………………………… this acquaintances will last long……………………………………………………… this friendship will last lomg……………………………………………………… this connection will last long……………………………………………………… he loves this……………………………………………………… he will love me……………………………………………………… he will bless me……………………………………………………… he will help me……………………………………………………… he will guard me ………………………………………………………

27 agus 19 selasa………………………………………………………

kampus……………………………………………………… café……………………………………………………… wrg……………………………………………………… allahuakbar………………………………………………………

26 agus 19 senen………………………………………………………

kampus……………………………………………………… pizza……………………………………………………… bowo……………………………………………………… kampus……………………………………………………… sk……………………………………………………… allahuakbar………………………………………………………

25 agus 19 minggu………………………………………………………

with ciprut……………………………………………………… paguyupan fip……………………………………………………… banyumili……………………………………………………… dusun semilir……………………………………………………… bengkel……………………………………………………… pul……………………………………………………… café……………………………………………………… alfa……………………………………………………… allahuakbar………………………………………………………

24 agus 19 sabtu………………………………………………………

java heni eror……………………………………………………… café……………………………………………………… allahuakbar………………………………………………………

23 agus 19 jumat………………………………………………………

kampus……………………………………………………… pamlea……………………………………………………… allahuakbar………………………………………………………

22 agus 19 kamis .............................

kampus……………………………………………………… atm……………………………………………………… sk……………………………………………………… allahuakbar………………………………………………………