he like to show off.............................

the time when he has the power............................. in the name of lord............................. no more negative for him............................. if he allows............................. he will help him............................. he is the greatest............................. he will save him............................. he will lead him to the right path............................. if he is in the right path now............................. may he lead me there.......................................................... i want to be like him............................. having the ability to do that............................. having the capability to do that............................. having the opportunity to do that............................. got jealous of that............................. stupid me............................. idiot me............................. i cant control it............................. lets run away............................. to him ...................................

thinking about this morning................................

i did wake up................................ but got sleep again................................ i lose it................................ they win it................................ in the name of lord................................ i hopw i will win in the future................................ if he allows................................ he will help me to win................................ he is the greatest................................ he will make miracles................................ i will have the ability to beat them................................ the darkness................................ the laziness................................ myself................................ and he will help me................................ he will not leave me................................ he will guide me................................ he will stay by my side................................ he will accept me .....................................

painful world....................................

i give it all.................................... i have nothing left.................................... take me home lord.................................... trouble in paradise.................................... in the name of lord.................................... i will be strong.................................... if he allows.................................... he will give me strength.................................... he is the greatest.................................... he will make miracles.................................... i will keep surviving over the beatings.................................... i will keep going up.................................... after i get my falls.................................... and i will keep trying.................................... to reach my dreams.................................... i will run to him.................................... he is my estuary.................................... he is my last place.................................... he is my resting ....................................

mrsm forces my children to join the program....................................

mrk forces my children to join another program.................................... in the name of lord.................................... i hope in the future those two dont force my children again.................................... if he allows.................................... he will protect my children.................................... from all evil in campus.................................... he is the greatest.................................... he will lead my children to the last gate.................................... he will also welcome them outside the gate.................................... and keep gurading them.................................... in unlimited time.................................... he will love them.................................... he will care for them.................................... he will accept them .............................................

In the name of lord……………………………………..

I hope I don’t get negative like her…………………………………….. I hope I can be all positive…………………………………….. Tho I don’t find the positive yet…………………………………….. If he allows…………………………………….. Still trying to find the positive tho it is hard…………………………………….. Maybe it is his way…………………………………….. So we know what kind of work they do…………………………………….. The heavy ones and the tough ones…………………………………….. So we should not protest a lot…………………………………….. We should not complain a lot…………………………………….. Our part is nothing compare to theirs…………………………………….. He is the greatest…………………………………….. Hope there is another reason…………………………………….. He show me all…………………………………….. Preparing me to become one…………………………………….. Show me that…………………………………….. They have heavy and hard tasks…………………………………….. He wants to tell me…………………………………….. That the last failure…………………………………….. Is the best gift for me ……………………………………..

Let it go……………………………………..

The paper…………………………………….. If he allows…………………………………….. The story will be published…………………………………….. I did pay for that…………………………………….. In the name of lord…………………………………….. Don’t be angry at them…………………………………….. Don’t have bad thoughts bout them…………………………………….. Don’t pray bad for them…………………………………….. If he allows…………………………………….. There will be replacement…………………………………….. He is the greatest…………………………………….. Hope their show is smooth…………………………………….. Hope they will have the show again and again…………………………………….. Hope their show has a lot of fans ……………………………………..

In the name of lord……………………………………..

Don’t give comment…………………………………….. Must be strong…………………………………….. Don’t get heartache…………………………………….. In the name of lord…………………………………….. Just work…………………………………….. Think about your own works…………………………………….. Don’t think about them…………………………………….. If he allows…………………………………….. If they ask…………………………………….. Give good answers…………………………………….. Keep having positive thoughts…………………………………….. He is the greatest…………………………………….. Pray good for them…………………………………….. Pray good for me…………………………………….. Pray good for us …………………………………………………..

in the name of lord...............................

i hope i can get angry reading his messages............................... if he allows............................... he will help me calm............................... he is the greatest............................... hope god help him become better............................... hope he can be independent............................... hope he isnt dependent on me............................... hope he doesnt bother me............................... hope he understand me............................... that i have a lot of works............................... that i dont just take care of him............................... hope god understand me.............................................................. hope god understand him............................... hope god understand us............................... hope god help us .................................

must have positive thoughts...............................

for them............................... the group............................... hope all visas get approved............................... hope all go there............................... hope all get spv............................... hope all get loa............................... hope all get grants............................... in the name of lord............................... hope lord grant this wish...............................