The errors....................

Being late.................... To much rest.................... The hell with those.................... That mister is absolute.................... To much praise for foreign.................... But at the end.................... The person hits me.................... He is so good.................... Being positive.................... Appreciate all.................... No matter what.................... Everybody works hard.................... Really hard.................... And god give blessings.................... For all of us....................

Full....................

Him.................... Fan.................... Forgetting.................... Not remembering.................... But appear the new one.................... The beautiful creature.................... Bope he is mine.................... For we can build a future.................... Together.................... Forever and ever.................... Till death do us part.................... And meet us again.................... In the after life.................... Before him.................... With his blessing....................

Oh god...................

Help.................... That connection.................... It is error.................... Irritates me to the core.................... Want to curse.................... I have a lot of jobs.................... And it blocks everything.................... Help.................... I cant handle this.................... Og my god.................... I want to explode.................... Fuck.................... Fuck.................... Fuck.................... This is fuck....................

One thing i learn.................

From mister js................. He appreciates all................. He is positive................. He thanks all................. The emcee................. The students................. The food................. Although there are many mistakes................. But it is human nature................. I think................. Not me though................. I will get angry................. Easily.................

I used to mock.................

Them who are always busy................. Ignoring students................. Now i am one of them................. A lot of jobs................. I ignore students................. Forgive me lord................. I make a lot of mistakes................. Oh lord................. Help................. Hope you dont get angry to me................. Hope you bless me................. In my busy hectic times.................

Aunt.................

She always tlaks bad bout sis................. Hope she can control her mouth................. Hope god help her................. Hope she find peace................. Hope sis isnt like what she says................. Hope sis can be accepted at study................. Hope sis can get bright future................. Bad behavior comes from bad mouth................. Bad mouth comes from bad brain................. Bad brain comes from negative thinking................. So be positive all the time................. God loves positive................. God hates negative.................

God.................

Help................. Let me enjoy this................. Dont make me sad................. Make me happy................. With this situation................. This condition................. The night with them................. In office................. My laptop................. There................. Far away................. I think i cant handle this................. I will take it tomorrow.................

He gets a prince.................

He gets married................. He visits all countries................. Complete list................. In all continents................. He adopts kids................. From all countries................. He builds business................. Many cafes................. Many boutiques................. \he build organisations................. He manages many pageants.................

The future is on theirs.................

Theirs is on me................. So it is me................. ................. But i dont understand................. Dont know what to do................. Have no clue................. Get angry? ................. Is it really useful................. They are adult................. They should think like one................. But remembering me................. At their age................. Dont grow up at all................. Very childish.................

Really hate her.................

By doing that................. Feel not being respected................. Want to slap her................. Hit her................. Kick her................. Kill her................. It is burning................. Boiling................. Exploding................. Different to him................. Really dont care................. Coz of the look................. What will happen................. What should i do................. Tell me................. Maybe this is karma................. Coz i dont respect them.................

Nothing is everlasting....................

Enjoy the moment.................... Treasure every minute of it.................... The skin.................... The touching.................... The sound of music.................... The lips on lips.................... The embrace.................... Commemorate the future.................... The two of us.................... Sail the oceans.................... Beat the obstacles.................... Defeat the problems.................... Always winning.................... Because there are two of us.................... Because of you.................... Always you....................

Dear love....................

Dear young.................... Dear strong.................... Dear protector.................... Come to me.................... The dream of you kissing me.................... Will that really happen.................... The star.................... The moon.................... The circle.................... The tear.................... Falling.................... Effortlessly.................... Being together.................... The dream of you.................... The dream of us.................... In his blessing.................... Forever and ever.................... Who is you....................

It is error again....................

God.................... Give me patient.................... I use my own.................... Hope it will last.................... And i hope i am heartfelt.................... This is my own thing.................... I should support it.................... I hope i have enough.................... Fund to support it.................... God help.................... God provide.................... Did do and will.................... Always.................... Be grateful.................... All the time....................

Maybe i should text her....................

Try to care.................... Hope she doesnt get me wrong.................... Should i report to them.................... She will be angry.................... In my mind.................... That will happen.................... In reality.................... I dont have a clue....................

If she gets in....................

She will study.................... She will be student.................... She will graduate.................... She will get job.................... On that level.................... Level of that study.................... She will thank to you.................... She will be grateful.................... She will be nice.................... She will be good.................... She will be wonderful.................... She will be amazing.................... You are amazing.................... You are incredible....................

She doesnt come home yet....................

And it rains.................... And it is late.................... Hope she is ok.................... Dont have power.................... To force her.................... To go home early.................... Who am i.................... Will start the war.................... Just hope for the best.................... Pray to him.................... He will solve all.................... He will take care of her.................... He will protect her.................... All the time.................... Endlessly....................

Sad....................

See a driver hits another driver.................... I dont know what the problem is.................... But i think that is not the solution.................... I remember the text.................... Discuss about anger in the street.................... Scary.................... People are easily get angry in the street.................... So much starter.................... Many little things can ignite the flame.................... Burn everything.................... And i blame you.................... Sorry.................... You make that.................... That person.................... That anger.................... That situation.................... Is it a test.................... For me? .................... For all of us? .................... For just staring.................... For not doing anything....................

I just know....................

That these two women.................... There are something.................... Between them.................... From chat in that group.................... And one of them chat me.................... Oh my god.................... I thought everything is alright.................... Pray to lord.................... Hope he handles everything.................... Help the program.................... For me? .................... For all of us.................... And for you too.................... They are happy.................... They will thank you.................... They will praise you.................... They will love you....................

Think about them....................

That family.................... Is it their influence.................... That i fail.................... Dont blame them.................... Blame me.................... It is me.................... I just wonder.................... If they hate outsider.................... The partner of the sons.................... The partner of the daughter.................... What will happen.................... Will they live by themselves.................... Just pray for them.................... Pray to god.................... May god help them....................

A lot of anger right now....................

Today is a busy day.................... Tomorrow is a busy day.................... But tonight she wants me.................... To pick her up.................... To take her.................... When will i rest.................... When will i do my job.................... Nobody understands.................... Only he.................... Help me.................... Let it all.................... Be sincere.................... And he will give reward.................... Big time.................... As it is my praise to you....................

Sutgotothetiyah....................

It is special pic.................... So i want to make a special poem.................... But this head is blocked.................... Nothing appears.................... No memories.................... Bad ones.................... Good ones.................... Just hope.................... She is okay now.................... With him.................... In his embrace.................... In his home.................... Full of light.................... Full of joy.................... Full of happiness.................... She deserves that....................

27 nov 16 minggu.................

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26 nov 16 sabtu.................

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24 nov 16 kamis.................

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