Pain......................

Holy fuck...................... I write alot...................... Coz of you...................... You cant stop me...................... It takes toll...................... Everyone burdened...................... Pressed to the ground...................... Underneath the grave...................... Bury me deep...................... On the cell block...................... Where i am not ok...................... I lose my mind...................... There is the tree...................... I should crash it...................... Hit myself......................

anger......................

it burns...................... inside out...................... stay with us...................... lets walk...................... to the light...................... lets find some peace...................... in the dark...................... where noone there...................... in the fenced box...................... when you can hold me tight...................... from behind...................... in the shower...................... with water showering...................... our heads...................... to wash away the blood...................... inside the brain......................

the videos................

questioning................ the burning................ the running................ the slashing................ you are not there................ you are not here................ i hate you................ completely................ the shaking................ it is real................ hiding is no use................ it is in my head................ it follows me................ everywhere................

the punishment................

the moon is high................ the call of the century................ they kill each other................ bodies everywhere................ you smile................ you see................ you capture................ you talk................ you chat................ what the hell................ the yellow snake................ the iron snake................ pass smoothly................ as if nothing happens................ nothing................

The shooting sound................

Can you live by it? ................ After seeing that horrible thing................ Why do you show me that................ You heartless to the core................ You know that in your bone................ Dont you................ I have a weak heart................ But you keep pushing me................ Showing me nasty shit................ And it stays................ On my brain................ Forever................ Disgusting................

Seduce empty words................

You are many things................ But transparent................ I cant read you................ What is the purpose................ You are disaster................ You are catasthrope................ Your silence tells everything................ Your watching is your ignorance................ Nothing change is made by you................ It keeps bleeding................ What do you want................ Can you pretend for once? ................ That you are care................ Really??? ................

Finally elephant................

The sharp eyes................ The sneaky face................ The mocking expression................ The curious aura................ Hate you................ Really hate you................ Want to kill you................ Then................ The black people................ The history of darkness................ The sheep fight of framing................ The blood of innocent................ The blood flood flows wild................ The singing of sad................ The song of sorrow................ The scream of gloom................ Are you there? ................

Too much................

Full................ Too many................ Stupid order................ It has been awhile................ Time to go home................ But my butt wont move................ It feels comfortable here................ The cool air................ The noisy................ The voices................ The faces................ Feast for the eyes................ Then he looks at me................ What................ Do you want me................ Come here................ I dare you................ Stupid man................ You have your partner................ There................

Elephant basket................

Naughty................ Want it very bad................ But yesterday................ I had bought many elephants................ Very expensive................ Spent a lot of money................ Now i want more................ I am addicted................ Elephant is beautiful................ Very pretty................ Calm my soul................ Calm my life................ Accompany me................ In my room................ Full of them................ Many elephants................

Hoodie................

I write it................ Then he comes................ With yellow hoodie................ In the next table................ Flattered................ Self concious................ Very................ Hope he notices me................ Hey................ I am here................ Look at me................ Look at you................ By yourself................ Where is your partner................ Are you alone................ Can i sit there................ Just an imagination................

Always like this................

Cant don anything alone................ By myself................ Always asking for company................ Why am i childish................ Why can i be mature................ Why can i be independent................ Be brave................ Doing everything alone................ By myself................ Conquer the world................ Visiting new places................ All by myself................ On my own................

Lets go to the top................

Lets scream our heart out................ Lets him hear it................ Just make him notice................ That we are exist................ Roaming the city................ Dont know where to go................ Dont want the usual................ Want something new................ But had no idea................ Finally................ That spot................ The one that i had ever been................ Although want something completely new................

Then you are the star................

Then you are the prince................ The king................ You can rule my world................ You can rule my heart................ My love................ My life................ Just dont do like others................ Hurt me................ Leave me................ Scar me to death................

The small blue black................

Black heart................ Want to kill him................ Always disturbing................ Makes me irritated................ Wants to run away................ But no power at all................ Feel trapped................ Cant do my jobs................ Just ignoring him................ Wishing he leaves soon................ Thus i will run................

The small blue black................

The small blue black................ Black heart................ Want to kill him................ Always disturbing................ Makes me irritated................ Wants to run away................ But no power at all................ Feel trapped................ Cant do my jobs................ Just ignoring him................ Wishing he leaves soon................ Thus i will run................

Enigmatic................

I hate it................ When you suddenly come................ When i am very busy................ With a lot of things to do................ You appear of nowhere................ Walk through my head................ Running around in my brain................ Flasing all the memories................ The good................ The bad................ Makesme angry................ Makes me cry................ Missing you so bad................ Yearning to meet you................

The flare................

Dont know................ It is in my head................ But i cant grasp it................ It is there................ But cant quite understand................ Need it................ Makes me confused................ The emptiness inside................ The hollow heart................ The flare is gone................ Nothing to ignite................ Just posing................ The blank face................

Sincere................

The death scene................ The black parade................ The gloomy air................ The church................ Cheek to cheek................ Silent concolences................ Teaches us................ Stri the brain................ To think................ To grasp new state................ Something old................ Very hidden................ Forbidden dance................ Express sincerely................

Sincere................ The death scene................ The black parade................ The gloomy air................ The church................ Cheek to cheek................ Silent concolences................ Teaches us................ Stri the brain................ To think................ To grasp new state................ Something old................ Very hidden................ Forbidden dance................ Express sincerely................

Captivating................

I want her to avenge her fate................ The bitch ruins her................ The bastard damages her................ But she does nothing................ She accepts all................ Maybe i got it wrong................ Maybe there is another thing in her................ That i dont understand................ The part that her surrender is much more precious than revenge................

Giving speech................

Listen carefully................ Scare me................ The voices................ The looks................ The eyes................ Poking you everywhere................ Stabbing you so deep................ Bleeding the blue................ Differ from others................ Becomes the target................ Everyone wants a piece................

Giving speech................

Giving speech................ Listen carefully................ Scare me................ The voices................ The looks................ The eyes................ Poking you everywhere................ Stabbing you so deep................ Bleeding the blue................ Differ from others................ Becomes the target................ Everyone wants a piece................

Giving speech................ Listen carefully................ Scare me................ The voices................ The looks................ The eyes................ Poking you everywhere................ Stabbing you so deep................ Bleeding the blue................ Differ from others................ Becomes the target................ Everyone wants a piece................

Wearing black................

Being there................ Being not there................ Being everywhere................ Seeing people................ Who miss him................ Who hate him................ Who curse him................ Dont care................ Flying freely................ The eye in the sky................ See all................ Dont understand all................

Being the assistant................

Going places................ Being happy................ Doing selfie................ Showing others................ Experience all................ Taste the differences................ Make you learn................ Make you think................ Make you realize................ Everything is not the same................

The wrong book................

Stupid me................ Being in a hurry................ Not being careful................ Pick up carelessly................ Shame on you................ Very foolish................ Get the consequences................ What had been done................ You got to take it................ Lets continue................ To use it................ As amazing sheet................ To express being you................ Just you................ Not others................

The popcorn................

The young ones................ Make the mouth watering................ Ake the imagination goes wild................ Full of sweat................ Full of sigh................ Of relief................ Of wanting more................ Taking turn................ The taste of heavenly liquid................ That they say it is a cure................ To kepp you young................ To keep you strong................ Thus................ You can conquer the world................ Defeat all the black................ Helped by the red................ The blazing flame................ Burn you................ Lure you there................ To the pitch dark................

The calling................

Always move the heart................ Make goosebump................ Screaming................ Hoping the sound flies to the cloud................ Reach him................ Accepted by him................ Then he does something................ To change the black................ Into white................ The pure bliss................ Blessed state................ Facing the west................ Whispering the sentences................ The black box................ Magnificent................ Circled by circling steps................ Around and around................

The calling................

The calling................ Always move the heart................ Make goosebump................ Screaming................ Hoping the sound flies to the cloud................ Reach him................ Accepted by him................ Then he does something................ To change the black................ Into white................ The pure bliss................ Blessed state................ Facing the west................ Whispering the sentences................ The black box................ Magnificent................ Circled by circling steps................ Around and around................

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